irresponsibility

[icefish]

last night i started my internship at Identity. i wasnt sure of myself, wasnt sure what to do, wasnt sure what to say, but despite the insecurities, it went rather well. ive found that i have the ability to push myself to stay awake and be attentive to the very last, even though i have the familiar feeling of fatigue i felt durring the early

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[whitebonedragon]

dissrespected? ok sorry you feel that way. sorry im not good enough. i will call dave and cancle. i will clean the house do the dishes and whatever else. you take care of what you need to. i have the kids too don't worry about that. you relax.

[icefish]

sorry, im gona disolve this journal.

[icefish]

i certainly hope that you do not cancel with dave. im sorry that i hurt your feelings, but it hurt mine to come home and find that you hadnt thought about rent or the 8 dollars i gave you when you made such a fit about it before.

i like having this place to vent my feelings to the people i love. and i love being able to read what they think and feel as well. this space has been very important to me for the last 10 years. im very frustrated with a lot of things right now that are hard to work through and being able to talk about it helps me get to a place where i can cope.