she is packing, upstairs ( Read more... )

this was a day of joy ( Read more... )

today is brandons 20th birthday
holy fuck
i thought
you know
we'd be talking to eachother
and laughing
and that

id always have my friend
and now im crying
because i cant
even look
at his picture

what a joke ( Read more... )

at 1230 in the morning rob brought me to binghamton general emergency room. i was suffering all day long with my breathing and we were thinking (as was the doctor) that a few pills and treatment later, a few hours id be home in bed breathing just fine again. the next thing that happened was an IV was placed in my arm and i had three albuteral ( Read more... )

right now i think id perfer to be crazy. its easier.

getting somewhat more into my online classes ( Read more... )

sunday: got up at 430am and couldnt breath and coughed and threw up and rob swooped in and saved me by taking me to wallmart for two hours, back to bed then until rob brought me BREAKFAST IN BED!!! this was one of the best mornings, except for the not breathing part, of my life and at 11-got the kids, church still the nu me this time "i am dead to ( Read more... )

money to eat with ( Read more... )

is how ( Read more... )