Hmm...I think I misspoke last night ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like I'm missing my center.

I feel like a handful of separate instances, moments, events and things things things....
but where's the cohesive string that runs through it all
is there ever one? 
maybe that's just an illusion. Something we give to ourselves to make sense. A storyline.

i'm defining myself by those things i do and am ( Read more... )

A hard and draining day at work for me.

ugh.

I literally almost passed out in my new boss's office. I couldn't see straight, started seeing black spots everywhere, and broke out in a cold sweat....

God Anchi, stop being so dramatic.

and i was talking to Tara the other day

and i said, "i just gave everything i knew how to give..."

and she said, "no"

when you give everything away....what is there to hold on to? what is there to love?

you keep something for yourself, your core, and from that you radiate love outwards onto other people...

a burning ember, holding on, in the center

you ( Read more... )

So my head hurts....i think it may be because i've been eating sugary crap the past 2 days straight
but i finally went grocery shopping today, so i think perhaps it will get better from here.

so i need to go to bed soon, because i'm super tired, but i thought i would just mention

that my shoes were in a fashion show!
http://www.deafestivalla.org/ ( Read more... )

I feel really exhilarated.
and exhausted.
I've just been going going going....

I'm annoyed right now because I just wrote a really long post....and then i somehow deleted it.

Suffice to say that I'm in love with a lot of things in my life right now. Peoples. Meaningful things. Silly things. Synchronicity.
Will go into more detail tomorrow.

and I got ( Read more... )

I took a dance class called "Ghetto Stiletto" tonight. Yes, it lived up to its name. I think it's thoroughly satisfying to dance around raunchily in heels. Even more satisfying when your teacher is a tall black man with dreads and legs that go on for days who is wearing 6 inch stiletto heels. So funnnnn. I love it. Our across the floor was doing ( Read more... )

I just bought

"Diva" - Beyonce (The Diva is a Female Version of a Hustla Song)
"Battlefield" - Jordin Sparks
and
"Sexy Bitch" - David Guetta feat. Akon

on itunes...

Yes, I think these songs just about sum up my life. haha.

rediscovering my independence? rediscovering doing things for me. rediscovering that i am in fact a very interesting and dynamic person ( Read more... )

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