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Aug 01, 2004 14:37

This Is My Bitter Isolation Ah the wonder that is isolation. I think I’d enjoy it more if people would get the hell off my back about it. My mother is always snapping at me to get out and do more, “Play a sport, go out with your friends, blah, blah, blah.” I do acknowledge the fact that she’s looking out for my well-being, not wanting her remaining ( Read more... )

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AMEN! (and I'm sorry this is really long, but please read it anyways) femmefatale81 August 2 2004, 00:27:34 UTC
That entry says everything that I have been trying to say, have wanted to say and more. I can identify with every single thing you wrote ( ... )

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Re: AMEN! (and I'm sorry this is really long, but please read it anyways) icerhapsody August 2 2004, 00:48:10 UTC
Seriously. I like being there for people so they don't have to suffer like I do. A one-way street, where they're just along for the free ride. Oh definately, I'm two different people in a way. At school, the age group catches on, but at home and around people who I connect with, I always feel better since I'm understood; so it's like people don't really know me. I haven't gotten the drunk and stoned stuff, but the dating and family stuff is enough to last me until I'm 32, honestly. I don't like bitching, but it's hard when people are too dense to understand the most elementary things.

Love the metaphor. Metaphors are my calling. lol.

You are so very welcome Marie. It's kind of funny, in all the varrying opinions we have, this one is where we agree like there's nothing else. So very cool. The sad part is that the ones who relate can understand, all the people that this could ever be directed at, most likely will never begin to comprehend it.

Ah well, bring on the bitchiness. ^.^

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ararething August 2 2004, 10:57:56 UTC
I am sorry you guys feel this way, but at least you are more mature than our fellow peers. I mean marie knows what i am talking about from last night. Those 2 girls were acting foolish and immature and their intellect seemed to decrease with every rude saying or words that left thier mouth. I hope i dont come off immature or or non-comprehendable. Alyx it isnt conceited or arrogoant to say u are smart. Cause you are and you will go far with it, same with you marie. I also hope i have never come off selfish and i RElly hope i am person you can count on when you need someone. I like helping people too, its sad tho cause my mom says i go out of my own to be there for others when i have been treated like shit. Alyx i want you to feel like your wanted and if people dont give back to you, then simply stop giving your fullest to those who act selfish ( ... )

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femmefatale81 August 3 2004, 13:40:13 UTC
Don't worry, you don't ever come off as immature or uncomprehendable. I think you are very mature yourself. I just get so pissed off with people *ahem* (you know who i mean) becuase they're gonna be sophmores...and they act as if they never left the first grade. I hate how girls are so catty and bitchy toward one another, even if they don't know the person. It's really pathetic. Instead of holding a grudge, or being angry, I just feel sorry for them. Becuase if they use stuff that Jessica and I do(supposedly) as the topic of their conversation for like 2 hrs, they seriously need to GET A LIFE! I mean, how can they talk about me when they obviously have no clue what kind of person I am? according to them I'm a druggie. ha ha. and yes, i do act a little loopy sometimes, but i am the last person to do drugs of any kind. ah, it makes me laugh ( ... )

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icerhapsody August 3 2004, 13:47:10 UTC
Is second everything Marie said right there. It's hard listening anymore. I think I should go buy some earplugs to keep in my locker, just in case. ;D Chelsea, you're a doll. ^.^

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alyx ararething August 7 2004, 22:58:39 UTC
If i ever dofeel like talking to you, aside from chatting , like coming to with a probelm ...u wont usethe earplugs on me , will you? lol i hope not. u help lots, u make me...relax and only one other person can do that and we all know who that is. Yea so i am excited to see yah..lol

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ararething August 7 2004, 22:53:31 UTC
omg, that touched my heart. lol i am serious too! lol. yea i know "they" were immature, but i dont know how you and jess can...ignore without a care, i mean i think i would cry or soemthing.lol i am baby, for some reason i care to an extent what people think of me, and that influences me a lot. I think i need to..ugh i dont know a word for it. Well anyways, i mean u and jess get alot of shit tlaked about you and man its just hard for even me to hear it cause they are dissing my friends and they shouldnt. And you 2 just...dont care. man i wish i could do that. OOh totally, even tho we are going to different school u can talk to me, but i know jess will be there to take care of everything...lol. K i thank you very much to say those nice thinga about me, i tend to let all the bad things that people ( e.i jenn) sayto get to me. lol ByeBye!

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Hey chondrus August 10 2004, 11:31:14 UTC
Just letting you know, even though I'm 2000 miles away, I'm still here. To rant at, to rave at. (go free long distance!) Ask mark for my phone number - I don't know it.
::hugs::
It's hard to be alone. To be out of the group. To watch friends laughing together and have no laughter inside. Just remember... to... ah, crap, I don't know how to say it... just be strong. Be the alex that is you. Because i -we- love the alex that is you, when you be you.

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