it just doesn't make sense why something that happened 2 weeks ago would still have a negative effect on me (physically). i thought i would have healed from it by now. things in some ways seem to have gotten worse. :( i had a hard time getting to sleep last night cuz i was in just so much pain. where i had bruising, my veins have hardned and begun ( Read more... )

today i get my stitches out, i have 7 on my forehead. my face is partially numb, still from last week when they numbed me up so they could stitch me up. i wonder how long it'll take for the full numbness to go away. alright, i need to get out of my pajamas so i can get ready to go over there, my sister's just pulled in.....i think

wow, i had no idea that was going to happen....

i'm sore and bruised.

well i guess my plans will have to adjust somehow, but i don't know how yet.

just glad to be alive. :)

ahh, times like these i miss. i love my sister and all, but i love it now when i'm home alone which hasn't really happened at all this summer since i've been at home. tonight we had our movie creation night at paradigm. not everyone that usually comes came tonight. :( hmm, well it still turned out alright. i was a camera person/ director for one of ( Read more... )

that was one long week, well it felt like it at times. nebraska was awesome! sometimes I didn't particularily "feel" what was going on, but i knew. it was so awesome to see God working in the lives of our students here. even my neighbors down the lane, one of them, karrie, went with ministry team, "on eagle's wings" and she'll be with them for the ( Read more... )

i dont know what to feel right now, i dont feel like writing this in diaryland though. ahhh, just need to get some feelings out, though it seems i feel afraid to fully express my feelings. maybe that's a problem i have. sometimes it is wise to withold emotions at times, sometimes maybe it isn't. things to think about. i feel excited, nervous, a ( Read more... )

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