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Haha
Well my mom somehow found out yesterday I been taking drugs. I aint sure how but she did. I believe my brother said something cause hes a fag like that. An now I dont think I can go to the mall with Rob, and others. Which will really suck. She said that tommrow when I get home I cant go unless she homes, which she may be working. She wants to talk ( Read more... ) -
I still wanna know why...
I always fuck up with those that mean most to me. Like whenever I get very close to someone I blow it sky high, every time. I think Im detined to be the lonely hermit man or something. First its Rita, then Laura, next comes Jordan, and now lindsey. I wouldnt say I was really close to Linds though, though I really really liked her and saddly she ( Read more... ) -
Wow, hello.
Ya I havnt posted in my LiveJournal for eons now. Switched over to xanga and forgot about this place. Ya dunno if I wanna stay at xanga or come back to LJ. Either or hello. Ya life has had its up and downs lately. Its been up, besides the fact I feel all alone in this world. I need a girl friend that I can really care about and visa versa. Which I ( Read more... ) -
Quak
Well fuck Im bored as hell. Early this morning when I went on Guild Wars like I said in my last entry I ended staying up till 5:30 lol. When I went on at 2am just to see how things were going so I could go to bed. Well JJ seems to be ok luckly. Her mom and her are discussing about rather to lose the internet or not, which I will die if she does. ( Read more... ) -
Geez
Well I know known of you know wtf is going on with me but oh well. Least I do. I dont honestly think anyone readz this anyways unless I tell them too =/ Well yesterday Jordan was over at Chris's, which is cool I liked knowing she was there inside of in Flordia liked she planned. It nice to know ya loved though, espically when u try to talk someone ( Read more... ) -
Phew
Ok I told Jordan how I felt eariler and such and ewk did it just messy. Scared the living piss out of me and wont go into the ugly details. But we did end up making up and I think I love more then I did before =D which is a good thing. Im just glad we dont hate each other or anything, I was like ewks. -
Not for the eyes of any that goes by Jordan Part 2
ok now that I thoughtsome shit over I do love her =( Theres just no denying that. Shes always there for me, and puts up with my bull shit =O thats alot of bullshit too, alogn with my cornyness. Shes a very pretty young girl and is very nice. Her heart is made with hints of gold lol. Not pure gold cause I've seen her treat some people baddly before ( Read more... ) -
Not for the eyes of any that goes by Jordan
God life is so fucked up right now. I dont know wtf to do, hopefully my journal will help =/ I so wanna dump Jordans ass but I dont cause I love her. But all she ever does is seem to cheat on me. And keep secerts from me. Though she says she dosnt wanna hurt me, so she dosnt tell me shit. Like shes going out with Scott, and shit along that lines. I ( Read more... ) -
Erm...
Well ya got forced to go to this gay graduation thing to some cousin of mine I dont know nor seen in like 10 years. It was pretty gay. I say in the kitchen for like 2 hours since I wasnt told to bring a bathing suit to go swimming in. Talked to a few people till some dude John told me that I could go down stairs and that they had a Gamecube down ( Read more... ) -
Erkem Boogers
lol catchy title if I do say so myself. Im so happy yet lost at the same time its a wierd combo. On Guild Wars we FINALLY got our guild hall we been saving for, like 4ever. Its pretty sweet we got the Frozen Isle, it also matchs our guild theme the Frosty Goats. But at the sanme time like I said Im lost. My Friend is Ally so loves me, yet shes so ( Read more... )