ok, so right now im sitting here, worried out of my mind. i seriously was about to cry. i need ash to call me bad. and as soon as possible. man, i dont know what to do. im going to try to help her no matter what. i just want her to run away over here and hide so that nothing bad can happen. man. im out.

ok, i thought ashley was going to get to come over. i was wrong. if i dont get to see her tomorrow, then i wont see her until thursday or friday which would be one week of not seeing her. so i also found out today that we are getting evicted. yeah, that sucks. so we have to move out by sunday. im going to kill the landlord. there might be a ( Read more... )

This computer is getting dumber and dumber by the second i swear. well, i wish i could have seen ashley today. but her parents have been gone all day and then when they got home, they said i could go over there but they changed their mind. then, it sounded like they were yelling at her. im just going to have to wait until tomorrow to see her. ( Read more... )

Yesterday turned out to be ok. I ended up going over to courtneys and got to hang out. Their little cousins make me laugh. i love their little accents. Ash's mom got there and we went over and i had dinner over there. I was actualy there for more than 10 minutes. Until 11. It was fun. I tried not to be shy too. It was funny, we were laying ( Read more... )

I just got off the phone with my baby. Shes over at courtneys house. Man, after talking to her, it just makes me miss her. First, I was talking to her and then everyone was being loud so i said i was going to go and she got sad. She called back and she was just sad. Then, courtney says "hey ash, what would you do if you and greg broke up?" so ( Read more... )

Ok, i ditched school today. Last night, me, my mom, randy, jon, and my ashley went to the corn maze. Somehow, we got seperated from the others and got super lost. we wondered around in there for i'd say a couple hours. There was these dumb kids making dumb noises and stuff. Afterwards, we came back over here and hung out. I felt super bad ( Read more... )

Well, yesterday was the best. Ashley got to come over. yessss!! At first, it seemed like she wasnt going to be able to. We sat around for a little bit and then went into my room and played with barbies. I was ken and she was barbie. I think it was a first, her mom showed up when we werent in my room. My mom talked to her mom about letting her ( Read more... )

Ashley came over yesterday. It was good because i havent seen here in like almost a week and it was begining to kill me. When she got home, she called me and we talked until like 2:30. I wasnt tired but i had to try to get to sleep. I didnt actually get to sleep until like 4 or 5. Because i had no sleep last night, i slept all day in school. ( Read more... )

This weekend was the most boring weekend of all year so far. Ray and Matt came over like on friday and spent the night. They went home but Ray came back yesterday. Ive just been sitting here all day thinking about how i havent seen Ashley since wednessday. She told me that she cried when she couldnt come over. Man, i miss her. Me and her have ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

I MISS ASHLEY!!!!!!!!