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slow read, slow burn
A friend linked this article on slow reading some months back, I left it in a Firefox instance along with a dozen other pages which were open for reading, some of which had been in there since January. I don't have a will or worry about slow reading in general, but I do know I either read or don't read; I leave skimming for when I'm searching for " ( Read more... ) -
at least once more miss swan
Had a really great weekend away from the beach (weird right; not quite since it was bike week). Spent some time in Tally, the Midtown bars, and hit up The Engine Room for some live dubstep. There are twenty new names and faces on my mind, interesting and fun people, and the chemistry with some of them is excellent. This weekend feel has been ( Read more... ) -
Trivial
The more I put myself around people, especially those I've never seen in reality, the more alone I feel. It's a kind of convoluted madness, for when I'm isolated away from people, I don't feel lonesome at all. The more I try to interact with others, the less satisfying life becomes. It's reaching the point where I'd like to push everything away, ( Read more... ) -
Secure
Rose early after an odd dream this morning in which my family was still together under one roof. There was a fire in the fireplace while we seemed to be packing boxes in order to move; I don't recall this if it's a memory. As I watched my father move about the room, I let my gaze focus on the leaping flames, which shortly began to float outside the ( Read more... ) -
Distraught
Distraught. My day has turned to waste, or it maybe my week, the month... surely not this year, we're only in February. I was excited to fly home this weekend and be there early enough to hang out and mingle downtown tonight; didn't happen. Arrived at the airport, ran from long term parking yet still managed to find myself soaking wet in the rain ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
Slightly odd Christmas, but fine.
Watched Scrooged and Radiohead live From The Basement. -
Battle Scars
This has been a great weekend... I feel rather nice hanging out with family I'm able to see more often now that I moved to the panhandle ( Read more... ) -
Tuck and Roll
Disclaimer: This is just an example of both my childishness and my activities of interest. This is why I can't have nice things, etc.
One random summer day, I was pondering the question, "what is the maximum speed I could jump out of a moving vehicle without being injured?" and it dawned on me that I did not know the best way to jump out of a moving ( Read more... ) -
Dream: Lab Girl
Memory within a dream can be an interesting thing, and it often extends the dream into a realm where it may not have existed in time-ordered consistency[1]I found myself a spy within a lab, and in this lab there was a purpose. There was a person I only knew as a robot from another dimension, and I was there to free her from the lab where she was a ( Read more... ) -
Intensity
I sometimes wonder the impact of such events in one's life.
When my father was about 18, he had been in a relationship with a girl, who became pregnant when they were in high school. I'm really not sure if the relationship could have been called love or simple attraction, but there was obviously something present. Upon discovering about this ( Read more... )