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[icheatatlife1]

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[alyssa_hepburn]

You. Are. Beautiful.

Your entire LIFE is your "seventeen"... and there's no such thing as a "seventeen" anyway... life evolves, goods and bads, but overall, you just enjoy it and make it the best it can be.. and have faith that the "best" WILL be happiness. Soon enough, you will be married and have kids, and be uber-successful, and look back and say: fuck seventeen. I'm an adult now. I kick ass, and my family kicks ass, and this life kicks ass. And I made it happen.

I love you!!!!

[runrobot]

You're not crazy, trust me. ;)

[mini03]

Damn, you nailed it. All these things you don't want and didn't ask for all at once. Trust me, it does get better. Life is not at 17. It's what you learn at 17.

[runrobot]

oh and i've experienced that sensation of being at practice alone before anyone is there. i found it a little scary, not really calming in any way, just a little unnerving due to the fact that it was really quiet and, i don't know... i didn't like it. i've been there after a big event too, say like a play or something, after everything is taken down, and I get very nostalgic to the point where it makes me really sad. nostalgia sucks ass. that would be my point if i had one haha :D

[runrobot]

P.S. -- i think those feelings you're describing are a little too familiar. let me know if you need anything or someone to talk to. and if you get dizzy, don't look down; cause the drop is really far. :/ just try and stay focused on something. pick something, one thing, and think about that for as long as you can. make it a good thing, like a goal. but make it reachable for yourself. then aim and take a shot. give yourself good things. surround yourself with better things. and always wish upon a star. because when you least expect it, your troubles will wash away with tears you shed today and the sun will bring hope with tomorrow. and you're not crazy, you're just 17. :)