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Nov 23, 2005 18:01

i wish things were differnt. i wish this was something other than what it is ( Read more... )

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stirimagination November 23 2005, 17:07:21 UTC
i'm coming to see you soon.

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brilliant_force November 24 2005, 08:44:47 UTC
oh charcharlove.
boys are ridiculous. don't tear yourself up over them.
i hope i'm not causing you any pain or negative feelings...
i would hate myself if i did.
maybe i'm just being egotistical and thinking that the wrong people are involved.
which is probably true, but if it's not, then tell me.
love beck

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icheatatlife1 November 24 2005, 10:54:12 UTC
don't worry... this isn't who you think it is, unless i think you are having things w/ the wrong person.

my guy is older, yours (if i'm right) is younger.

i love how we're so secretive.

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brilliant_force November 24 2005, 11:53:10 UTC
thank god. oh you scared me.
have a fabulous thanksgiving! call me tomorrow and come see rent with me and a bunch of other peoples!
love beck

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runrobot November 25 2005, 11:04:33 UTC
oh char char, slow down. your mind is racing with the beat of a thousand horses. the sun you want to shine is always kept behind that silly little cloud you want oh so desperately to push aside. but what you have to realize is that love isn't something you can influence. if anything, it is a ride for life that, most of the time, you didn't even invite yourself to. it is very confusing, and the pain associated with loving and losing is often times a sickle in your swollen rib. just flow with the throws and give me a ring if you need. but know that it is often said, many people would have love and lost, than to have never loved at all. just try to keep that phrase that says "if it's meant to be" out of your head because i know for me it makes me queasy to hear it.

but smile and focus on the good things. like how much you like f'mushrooms! :) cheers

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