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Well, it's almost Valentine's Day. Though it's really just another day for me. I don't have anyone special so...it's not really a special day for me. I don't have anything against it, but I suppose I would think more of it if I had a lover...
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Actually, it's really depressing to think about. This is so unlike me. I never worried about love or romance before. It was always about school work and making myself look perfect. To be honest...that hasn't really been working lately. I don't know what it is either. I was such a star pupil and people looked up to me in earlier years, but now...now almost all of the attention's gone.
I don't even have any friends. I mean...I have Sasori. Ryuichi too, but he's at St. Mungos now. I'm kind of worried about that...and I talk to Ishida from time to time...
But...beyond that...there's nothing. I never really noticed before. Actually, I never really cared before.
And then there's Keisuke. I'm still not really sure where we stand. I haven't seen for weeks, but that's only because I've been avoiding him. I...I sort of miss him. He confuses me. I'm not used to that...being confused, I mean. He's always been the enemy, but now...I don't really know what he is...to me.
The worst part is, there's no one for me to confide in. I mean sure, there's Kano, but that's different. She's my sister. I've never had a best friend, or rather a best girlfriend. And I'd rather not dump everything on Sasori.
The point I'm trying to make here is that...I'm not getting any valentines this year, from anyone except Kano.
And...it's really sad. I'm at a loss for what to do about it. ;-;
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[[ooc: Mood reads as "bored". Yukino sends very basic chocolates to Sasori, Ishida, and Kano for Valentine's day. And...if St. Mungos wouldn't reject it, she owls some to Ryuichi too. If not, then they'll be waiting for him when he comes back. =3]]
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Actually, it's really depressing to think about. This is so unlike me. I never worried about love or romance before. It was always about school work and making myself look perfect. To be honest...that hasn't really been working lately. I don't know what it is either. I was such a star pupil and people looked up to me in earlier years, but now...now almost all of the attention's gone.
I don't even have any friends. I mean...I have Sasori. Ryuichi too, but he's at St. Mungos now. I'm kind of worried about that...and I talk to Ishida from time to time...
But...beyond that...there's nothing. I never really noticed before. Actually, I never really cared before.
And then there's Keisuke. I'm still not really sure where we stand. I haven't seen for weeks, but that's only because I've been avoiding him. I...I sort of miss him. He confuses me. I'm not used to that...being confused, I mean. He's always been the enemy, but now...I don't really know what he is...to me.
The worst part is, there's no one for me to confide in. I mean sure, there's Kano, but that's different. She's my sister. I've never had a best friend, or rather a best girlfriend. And I'd rather not dump everything on Sasori.
The point I'm trying to make here is that...I'm not getting any valentines this year, from anyone except Kano.
And...it's really sad. I'm at a loss for what to do about it. ;-;
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[[ooc: Mood reads as "bored". Yukino sends very basic chocolates to Sasori, Ishida, and Kano for Valentine's day. And...if St. Mungos wouldn't reject it, she owls some to Ryuichi too. If not, then they'll be waiting for him when he comes back. =3]]