【One-shot】 Move On
Title: Move On
Author: Ichigodaisuki10 (Chiharu)
Pairing: YutoYama
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Grammatical error and crappy. Bear with it~
A/N: This is my first and real angst \o/ lol
Actually I can’t take what I write as well. Just because I can’t see broken YutoYama /o\ Geez..
Happy Reading~
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“Yuto-kun~” Ryosuke called his best friend who was tidied up his belongings into his bag when class was over a while ago.
“What is it Yama-chan?” Yuto asked smiling,
“Please accompany me to buy manga~” Ryosuke replied cutely. ‘So cute’ Yuto said in his mind. He really couldn’t refuse his best friend request.
“Ii desu ne. Ikou~” Yuto said after finish tidied up his belongings as he ruffled his best friend hair.
“Yay!” Ryosuke exclaimed. They then went to the bookstore.
As they arrived at bookstore Ryosuke walks straight to the manga shelves. Yuto, he just followed his best friend. He wants looking for some manga too as Ryosuke was did. They have the same hobby after all. But when Yuto wants to go after him, he met with the person he misses so much.
“Fujiko?” Yuto called. The girl then turned her head to see who was called her.
“Yu…to?” Fujiko replied as her eyes widened. She was surprised.
“Hisashiburi.” Yuto said smiling widely,
“Un, hisashiburi ne. How are you?” Fujiko asked.
“Very well. How about you?” Yuto asked back.
“Same with you.” Fujiko said with a chuckle.
Then they talking some random stuff as how was with their school and even they are also exchanging number phone and e-mail address to each other because she told that his phone was broke. So, she don’t have any contact of her friends of middle school.
Meanwhile, Ryosuke who was really enjoying his self didn’t notice that Yuto is not with him. Then he looking for him and not long after he found him. He is also busy searching book. He then walks towards him. But his steps was stopped when he seen that Yuto was not alone. He is with a girl he didn’t know who is she. Ryosuke felt pain in his heart. But he also didn’t know why he could felt like that. It’s like there thousand knifes stabbed in his heart. It’s hurts him!
What makes his heart ached was Yuto’s smile. His smile that he never seen before. ‘Who is she?’ the question keeps running in his mind. ‘Is she his ex or even his girlfriend? But Yuto has never talked about it to me.’ Ryosuke wrestled with his mind. At last, he keep continued walks towards them with his usual gesture. And forgot about his feeling for a while.
“Ne, Yuto-kun~” Ryosuke called and both of them turned their head to the source.
“Ah! Yama-chan! Have you done?” Yuto asked when he noticed that the source was from his best friend.
“Un, I’ve done~” Ryosuke replied and pretended smiling cutely as he show some manga in his hand that he wants to bought them. “And how about you, Yuto-kun? Have you done?” Ryosuke added.
“I guess I’ve done.” Yuto said to Ryosuke. “Ne Fujiko?” yuto asked to Fujiko who stood beside him.
“Un, I’ve done too.” Fujiko said smiling to Yuto. Ryosuke who see the scene in front of him could just hold his… jealously. Eh? Wait… jealous? What’s with that word? He is not even Yuto’s boyfriend! And what’s with ‘boyfriend’ word? He didn’t love him in other meaning. He just love him as his best friend. No more. Because he is know that they both guys. But nothing is impossible right? ‘What if… what if I really liked Yuto in another sense?” Ryosuke thinking hardly.
“Oh! I forgot something. I’m not introduced you to my best friend. Gomen.” Yuto said to Fujiko as he tapped Ryosuke shoulder and make the chubby boy snapped out. Yuto who noticed that the chubby boy just spacing out immediately asked him.
“Yama-chan, daijoubu ka? Are you just spacing out?” Yuto asked worriedly.
“Hm? Un, I’m okay. I’m not spacing out.” Ryosuke said smiling for assuring him.
“Okay then, this is my friend of middle school, Kojima Fujiko.” Yuto said to Ryosuke and Ryosuke just smiling as he bowed his head to the girl. The girl also bowed his head to Ryosuke.
“Yamada Ryosuke desu. Nice to meet you, Kojima-san.” Ryosuke said politely.
“No need to be so formal ne, Yamada-kun. Just call me Fujiko.” Fujiko said friendly.
“Is that okay?” Ryosuke asked and she nodded. “Just call me Yama-chan then.” Ryosuke added.
“Okay, Yama-chan.” Fujiko said.
“Yuto-kun, can we go home?” Ryosuke asked to Yuto.
“Oh! Of course. C’mon.” yuto said to Ryosuke. “You can go home with us too, Fujiko. At least until to the bus station.” Yuto said to Fujiko before he go to the cashier.
“Okay.” Fujiko replied smiling. They then go to the cashier to pay their books. Then headed out of the bookstore.
On the way to the bus station Ryosuke just keeps silent and just walking behind them. Yes THEM! Yuto and Fujiko of course who was chatting each other. Who else? It’s makes Ryosuke felt irritated and it also makes his heart was ached. He felt that he have forgotten by his own best friend. Without him realized he has stopped from his walks and staring at them blankly. And right then he turned around and ran as fast as he could without them knowing.
He arrived at the park he used to go with Yuto. He then sat on one of the park benches in there. He was immediately sent a text message to his best friend that he had to buy something for his mother and told Yuto to go home first. Not long after that Yuto has replied his message.
He just staring at the dark sky blankly. There are no stars that night and the moon has been covered by dark cloud. Like it would rain anytime. But the chubby boy still remained sitting there. Without him realized he has been crying as he keep staring at the sky and didn’t bother to wiped his own tears.
“And it turns out I love him more than just a best friend.” Ryosuke muttered as he smiled bitterly. A few moments later the rain began to fall and making him wet by the rain. He really doesn’t mind it at all, then not long after that he went home, he really doesn’t care about what people stare towards him.
“Tadaima.” Ryosuke said weakly as he arrived at home.
“Okae- are? Ryo-chan, what’s wrong with you?” his mother asked worriedly when she saw her son drenched like that as she approached him hurriedly then she leaded him to the living room.
“Chihiro! Bring a towel and make a glass of hot chocolate for Ryo-chan!” his mother called her daughter who was in the family room. A few minutes later she was there in the living room and give the towel and hot chocolate to him.
“Ryo-chan, what’s wrong with you? This isn’t like you.” Chihiro asked confusedly and just earned a silence from his little brother. But a seconds later, Ryosuke broke in to tears instead. His mother and his sister was shocked to see him crying like that suddenly. His mother then hugged him securely while Chihiro rubbed his back. After crying for some minutes in his mother’s arms, he went to his room.
“Ryo-chan, could I get in?” Ryosuke heard his sister’s voce after he finished taking a bath.
“Come in.” Ryosuke replied a bit shouting and his sister come into his room then she sit on the edge of his bed while looking at his little brother who was busy drying his hair with a towel.
“Ne, Ryo-chan, what’s wrong actually?” Chihiro asked. She is very worried about his little brother after all. Ryosuke already know for sure that his sister would ask about it. Ryosuke let out a sigh.
“I.. was broken hearted.” Ryosuke said as he sit beside his sister.
“Eeh?! You meant.. that you got rejected by a girl?!” Chihiro asked surprised.
“No.. not yet.” Ryosuke answered. “I actually haven’t say anything to him.” Ryosuke said lowly but enough for Chihiro to heard it.
“Him? Do you mean that you liked a guy? How come and who is he?” Chihiro asked confusedly.
“It’s Yuto-kun. Me, myself also don’t know why I can liked him or rather than love him. Should there be a reason when we love someone?” Ryosuke answered.
“Eeh?! Yuto-kun? Your childhood friend? Chihiro asked, surprised for the nth time and Ryosuke just nodding his head.
“Well, love indeed come suddenly. Don’t see who, where, when or how we fell in love. And when we fell in love, we would felt the pain as well.” Chihiro’s words success to made Ryosuke thinking hardly.
“Then, what makes you think that you already broken hearted even you haven’t say anything about your feelings to him?” Chihiro asked. Ryosuke sighed.
“First of all, he’s straight. That’s why it’s impossible for him to have the same feelings as me, right? And.. I think he has someone else he love.” Ryosuke said sadly.
“Just try it, Ryo-chan.” Chihiro said straightly.
“Try.. what?! No! I can’t do that!” Ryosuke replied a bit shouting.
“You can! But if you still insist that you can’t do that, well, it’s up to you then.” Chihiro said at the end as he tapped Ryosuke’s shoulder then he get out from there after said ‘oyasumi’ to his little brother.
“Should I confess to him?”
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“Yuto-kun, by the way, who’s Fujiko actually? Seems like you have a relationship more than just a mere friend with her.” Ryosuke asked when they were at the rooftop for eat their lunch. He really curious about his best friend attitude that suddenly changed rather than more cheerful exactly after met with that girl named Fujiko yesterday and he tried his best to sounds like usual in front of him.
“Seems I get caught.” Yuto answered chuckling. “Well, she’s my first love and I’m glad when I know that she still doesn’t have a lover. And I planned to confess to her after school.” Yuto said happily. And Ryosuke just stay silent. He remembered his sister’s words last night. ‘Should I try it?’ Ryosuke asked in his mind. Yuto is aware that his best friend just remained silent, he looked over and saw that his best friend was spacing out. He then tapped his shoulder that success to made him back to reality.
“Eh? Naze, Yuto-kun?” Ryosuke asked.
“Did you hear what I’m talking about, Yama-chan?” Yuto asked him back as he squinting his eyes a little and advancing his face a little and making the chubby guy in front of him reflexively withdraw his head back slightly. Somehow, Ryosuke held his breath for a moment and he felt his face was hot. Did he blushing? Gosh! What is he? A girl?
“Eh? Your face looks so red. You got a fever?” Yuto asked worriedly as he put his palm on Ryosuke’s forehead to checking his temperature. But, Ryosuke remove his hand immediately and his act made the taller surprised.
“I.. I’m okay. No need to worry, Yuto-kun. And good luck for you. I hope she would accepted you Yuto-kun. Ganbatte ne~” Ryosuke said cheering him up tough it’s make his heart hurt. Somehow, Yuto finds it weird. But he shrugged it off.
‘Okay, I’ll try to say about my feelings to him after school. No matter what happen later, I just want him to know what I feel towards him. Yosh!’ Ryosuke said in his mind. While he’s busy with his own thoughts, he didn’t realize that Yuto was deeply staring at him.
Finally the school was over. Ryosuke hurriedly packed his things into his bag. After that he turned his head to Yuto only to see he’s smiling while typed something. That he knew was it must be that girl who made him smiling like that and it’s made his heart sting. But he get rid of it for a while.
“Ne, Yuto-kun.” The chubby guy called as he walks towards the taller seat. Fortunately, the class had deserted from a few moments ago.
“Hm? What is it, Yama-chan?” Yuto asked as he put back his phone in his pants pocket.
“I.. want to tell you something.” Ryosuke said as he looks at the taller eyes directly.
“Is it important? If yes, tell me now and if not, you can tell me later on the phone. Just because Fujiko was waiting for me at the front gate.” Yuto said and without him knowing his words has hurting Ryosuke. Ryosuke himself felt his heart like being stabbed by a hundred knife at the same time. At first, Ryosuke thought, should he tell him now or he would tell him later on the phone. But, in the end he decided to tell him now no matter what will happen next.
“Maybe it’s not really important to you, but it’s really important to me. Then, I’ll say it now.” Ryosuke stopped his words only to take a deep breath before he continued, “I love you, Yuto-kun.” Ryosuke finally admitted. He tried to hold his urge to crying in front of him.
Yuto stiffened like a stone, he was surprised at the sudden confession from his best friend. He never thought that Ryosuke has such feelings towards him. “You.. love me? How can?” Yuto asked when he got his sense back.
“Yeah, it’s sounds weird ne?” Ryosuke said, laughing bitterly. “I just realized it when I saw you with Fujiko and saw your smile that I never seen before. At first, I get rid of this weird feelings. But, finally I admitted it that I love you more than just a mere best friend.” Ryosuke said as he turned his head to the open-window and closed his eyes only to feeling the soft breeze that blowing on his pretty face.
“Sorry..” the words that could only come out from Yuto’s mouth and was able to make the guy in front of him opened his eyes. Ryosuke had guessed what the answer will come out from his mouth. A lone tear then falling from the corner of his eyes. He immediately wiped his tears.
“Souka ne. No need to say sorry, Yuto-kun. It’s me who have to say sorry. I’m sorry for this stupid confession, forget it ne. Just meet her. Don’t make her waiting too long.” Ryosuke said. Trying so hard to show his usual smile to him, pretend that conversation before was just a mere dialogue from drama.
“I’m really sorry. But I appreciated your feelings. Once again, I’m sorry.” Yuto said after the silence engulfed them.
“Daijoubu da yo. Go ahead then.” Ryosuke still tried to resist his tears.
“Jaa, mata ne. Be careful on your way home.” Yuto said before he bid his goodbye.
“You too.” Ryosuke replied and not long after that Yuto left. As he left, the tears that he had been resistant a while ago eventually flowed swiftly from his eyes. He couldn’t resist it anymore. Now, he really think that he should move on. But how? even.. he never think that he can do that. He already fell in love too deeply with him.
If I’m not your fate, I would stopped to catch you. But if indeed I’m your fate, I would have you on my side right now. Even for.. ever. Ne, Yuto-kun?
If only Ryosuke know that Yuto actually still standing outside the class, heard him crying while muttering ‘sorry, Ryosuke’
Owari~
A/N 2:
Need sequel for this?
Hm.. /whacked/
Okay, just give me a comments if your read this ne~
Thank you for reading~ \(*• ω •*)/
Author: Ichigodaisuki10 (Chiharu)
Pairing: YutoYama
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Grammatical error and crappy. Bear with it~
A/N: This is my first and real angst \o/ lol
Actually I can’t take what I write as well. Just because I can’t see broken YutoYama /o\ Geez..
Happy Reading~
♂♂♂
“Yuto-kun~” Ryosuke called his best friend who was tidied up his belongings into his bag when class was over a while ago.
“What is it Yama-chan?” Yuto asked smiling,
“Please accompany me to buy manga~” Ryosuke replied cutely. ‘So cute’ Yuto said in his mind. He really couldn’t refuse his best friend request.
“Ii desu ne. Ikou~” Yuto said after finish tidied up his belongings as he ruffled his best friend hair.
“Yay!” Ryosuke exclaimed. They then went to the bookstore.
As they arrived at bookstore Ryosuke walks straight to the manga shelves. Yuto, he just followed his best friend. He wants looking for some manga too as Ryosuke was did. They have the same hobby after all. But when Yuto wants to go after him, he met with the person he misses so much.
“Fujiko?” Yuto called. The girl then turned her head to see who was called her.
“Yu…to?” Fujiko replied as her eyes widened. She was surprised.
“Hisashiburi.” Yuto said smiling widely,
“Un, hisashiburi ne. How are you?” Fujiko asked.
“Very well. How about you?” Yuto asked back.
“Same with you.” Fujiko said with a chuckle.
Then they talking some random stuff as how was with their school and even they are also exchanging number phone and e-mail address to each other because she told that his phone was broke. So, she don’t have any contact of her friends of middle school.
Meanwhile, Ryosuke who was really enjoying his self didn’t notice that Yuto is not with him. Then he looking for him and not long after he found him. He is also busy searching book. He then walks towards him. But his steps was stopped when he seen that Yuto was not alone. He is with a girl he didn’t know who is she. Ryosuke felt pain in his heart. But he also didn’t know why he could felt like that. It’s like there thousand knifes stabbed in his heart. It’s hurts him!
What makes his heart ached was Yuto’s smile. His smile that he never seen before. ‘Who is she?’ the question keeps running in his mind. ‘Is she his ex or even his girlfriend? But Yuto has never talked about it to me.’ Ryosuke wrestled with his mind. At last, he keep continued walks towards them with his usual gesture. And forgot about his feeling for a while.
“Ne, Yuto-kun~” Ryosuke called and both of them turned their head to the source.
“Ah! Yama-chan! Have you done?” Yuto asked when he noticed that the source was from his best friend.
“Un, I’ve done~” Ryosuke replied and pretended smiling cutely as he show some manga in his hand that he wants to bought them. “And how about you, Yuto-kun? Have you done?” Ryosuke added.
“I guess I’ve done.” Yuto said to Ryosuke. “Ne Fujiko?” yuto asked to Fujiko who stood beside him.
“Un, I’ve done too.” Fujiko said smiling to Yuto. Ryosuke who see the scene in front of him could just hold his… jealously. Eh? Wait… jealous? What’s with that word? He is not even Yuto’s boyfriend! And what’s with ‘boyfriend’ word? He didn’t love him in other meaning. He just love him as his best friend. No more. Because he is know that they both guys. But nothing is impossible right? ‘What if… what if I really liked Yuto in another sense?” Ryosuke thinking hardly.
“Oh! I forgot something. I’m not introduced you to my best friend. Gomen.” Yuto said to Fujiko as he tapped Ryosuke shoulder and make the chubby boy snapped out. Yuto who noticed that the chubby boy just spacing out immediately asked him.
“Yama-chan, daijoubu ka? Are you just spacing out?” Yuto asked worriedly.
“Hm? Un, I’m okay. I’m not spacing out.” Ryosuke said smiling for assuring him.
“Okay then, this is my friend of middle school, Kojima Fujiko.” Yuto said to Ryosuke and Ryosuke just smiling as he bowed his head to the girl. The girl also bowed his head to Ryosuke.
“Yamada Ryosuke desu. Nice to meet you, Kojima-san.” Ryosuke said politely.
“No need to be so formal ne, Yamada-kun. Just call me Fujiko.” Fujiko said friendly.
“Is that okay?” Ryosuke asked and she nodded. “Just call me Yama-chan then.” Ryosuke added.
“Okay, Yama-chan.” Fujiko said.
“Yuto-kun, can we go home?” Ryosuke asked to Yuto.
“Oh! Of course. C’mon.” yuto said to Ryosuke. “You can go home with us too, Fujiko. At least until to the bus station.” Yuto said to Fujiko before he go to the cashier.
“Okay.” Fujiko replied smiling. They then go to the cashier to pay their books. Then headed out of the bookstore.
On the way to the bus station Ryosuke just keeps silent and just walking behind them. Yes THEM! Yuto and Fujiko of course who was chatting each other. Who else? It’s makes Ryosuke felt irritated and it also makes his heart was ached. He felt that he have forgotten by his own best friend. Without him realized he has stopped from his walks and staring at them blankly. And right then he turned around and ran as fast as he could without them knowing.
He arrived at the park he used to go with Yuto. He then sat on one of the park benches in there. He was immediately sent a text message to his best friend that he had to buy something for his mother and told Yuto to go home first. Not long after that Yuto has replied his message.
He just staring at the dark sky blankly. There are no stars that night and the moon has been covered by dark cloud. Like it would rain anytime. But the chubby boy still remained sitting there. Without him realized he has been crying as he keep staring at the sky and didn’t bother to wiped his own tears.
“And it turns out I love him more than just a best friend.” Ryosuke muttered as he smiled bitterly. A few moments later the rain began to fall and making him wet by the rain. He really doesn’t mind it at all, then not long after that he went home, he really doesn’t care about what people stare towards him.
“Tadaima.” Ryosuke said weakly as he arrived at home.
“Okae- are? Ryo-chan, what’s wrong with you?” his mother asked worriedly when she saw her son drenched like that as she approached him hurriedly then she leaded him to the living room.
“Chihiro! Bring a towel and make a glass of hot chocolate for Ryo-chan!” his mother called her daughter who was in the family room. A few minutes later she was there in the living room and give the towel and hot chocolate to him.
“Ryo-chan, what’s wrong with you? This isn’t like you.” Chihiro asked confusedly and just earned a silence from his little brother. But a seconds later, Ryosuke broke in to tears instead. His mother and his sister was shocked to see him crying like that suddenly. His mother then hugged him securely while Chihiro rubbed his back. After crying for some minutes in his mother’s arms, he went to his room.
“Ryo-chan, could I get in?” Ryosuke heard his sister’s voce after he finished taking a bath.
“Come in.” Ryosuke replied a bit shouting and his sister come into his room then she sit on the edge of his bed while looking at his little brother who was busy drying his hair with a towel.
“Ne, Ryo-chan, what’s wrong actually?” Chihiro asked. She is very worried about his little brother after all. Ryosuke already know for sure that his sister would ask about it. Ryosuke let out a sigh.
“I.. was broken hearted.” Ryosuke said as he sit beside his sister.
“Eeh?! You meant.. that you got rejected by a girl?!” Chihiro asked surprised.
“No.. not yet.” Ryosuke answered. “I actually haven’t say anything to him.” Ryosuke said lowly but enough for Chihiro to heard it.
“Him? Do you mean that you liked a guy? How come and who is he?” Chihiro asked confusedly.
“It’s Yuto-kun. Me, myself also don’t know why I can liked him or rather than love him. Should there be a reason when we love someone?” Ryosuke answered.
“Eeh?! Yuto-kun? Your childhood friend? Chihiro asked, surprised for the nth time and Ryosuke just nodding his head.
“Well, love indeed come suddenly. Don’t see who, where, when or how we fell in love. And when we fell in love, we would felt the pain as well.” Chihiro’s words success to made Ryosuke thinking hardly.
“Then, what makes you think that you already broken hearted even you haven’t say anything about your feelings to him?” Chihiro asked. Ryosuke sighed.
“First of all, he’s straight. That’s why it’s impossible for him to have the same feelings as me, right? And.. I think he has someone else he love.” Ryosuke said sadly.
“Just try it, Ryo-chan.” Chihiro said straightly.
“Try.. what?! No! I can’t do that!” Ryosuke replied a bit shouting.
“You can! But if you still insist that you can’t do that, well, it’s up to you then.” Chihiro said at the end as he tapped Ryosuke’s shoulder then he get out from there after said ‘oyasumi’ to his little brother.
“Should I confess to him?”
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“Yuto-kun, by the way, who’s Fujiko actually? Seems like you have a relationship more than just a mere friend with her.” Ryosuke asked when they were at the rooftop for eat their lunch. He really curious about his best friend attitude that suddenly changed rather than more cheerful exactly after met with that girl named Fujiko yesterday and he tried his best to sounds like usual in front of him.
“Seems I get caught.” Yuto answered chuckling. “Well, she’s my first love and I’m glad when I know that she still doesn’t have a lover. And I planned to confess to her after school.” Yuto said happily. And Ryosuke just stay silent. He remembered his sister’s words last night. ‘Should I try it?’ Ryosuke asked in his mind. Yuto is aware that his best friend just remained silent, he looked over and saw that his best friend was spacing out. He then tapped his shoulder that success to made him back to reality.
“Eh? Naze, Yuto-kun?” Ryosuke asked.
“Did you hear what I’m talking about, Yama-chan?” Yuto asked him back as he squinting his eyes a little and advancing his face a little and making the chubby guy in front of him reflexively withdraw his head back slightly. Somehow, Ryosuke held his breath for a moment and he felt his face was hot. Did he blushing? Gosh! What is he? A girl?
“Eh? Your face looks so red. You got a fever?” Yuto asked worriedly as he put his palm on Ryosuke’s forehead to checking his temperature. But, Ryosuke remove his hand immediately and his act made the taller surprised.
“I.. I’m okay. No need to worry, Yuto-kun. And good luck for you. I hope she would accepted you Yuto-kun. Ganbatte ne~” Ryosuke said cheering him up tough it’s make his heart hurt. Somehow, Yuto finds it weird. But he shrugged it off.
‘Okay, I’ll try to say about my feelings to him after school. No matter what happen later, I just want him to know what I feel towards him. Yosh!’ Ryosuke said in his mind. While he’s busy with his own thoughts, he didn’t realize that Yuto was deeply staring at him.
Finally the school was over. Ryosuke hurriedly packed his things into his bag. After that he turned his head to Yuto only to see he’s smiling while typed something. That he knew was it must be that girl who made him smiling like that and it’s made his heart sting. But he get rid of it for a while.
“Ne, Yuto-kun.” The chubby guy called as he walks towards the taller seat. Fortunately, the class had deserted from a few moments ago.
“Hm? What is it, Yama-chan?” Yuto asked as he put back his phone in his pants pocket.
“I.. want to tell you something.” Ryosuke said as he looks at the taller eyes directly.
“Is it important? If yes, tell me now and if not, you can tell me later on the phone. Just because Fujiko was waiting for me at the front gate.” Yuto said and without him knowing his words has hurting Ryosuke. Ryosuke himself felt his heart like being stabbed by a hundred knife at the same time. At first, Ryosuke thought, should he tell him now or he would tell him later on the phone. But, in the end he decided to tell him now no matter what will happen next.
“Maybe it’s not really important to you, but it’s really important to me. Then, I’ll say it now.” Ryosuke stopped his words only to take a deep breath before he continued, “I love you, Yuto-kun.” Ryosuke finally admitted. He tried to hold his urge to crying in front of him.
Yuto stiffened like a stone, he was surprised at the sudden confession from his best friend. He never thought that Ryosuke has such feelings towards him. “You.. love me? How can?” Yuto asked when he got his sense back.
“Yeah, it’s sounds weird ne?” Ryosuke said, laughing bitterly. “I just realized it when I saw you with Fujiko and saw your smile that I never seen before. At first, I get rid of this weird feelings. But, finally I admitted it that I love you more than just a mere best friend.” Ryosuke said as he turned his head to the open-window and closed his eyes only to feeling the soft breeze that blowing on his pretty face.
“Sorry..” the words that could only come out from Yuto’s mouth and was able to make the guy in front of him opened his eyes. Ryosuke had guessed what the answer will come out from his mouth. A lone tear then falling from the corner of his eyes. He immediately wiped his tears.
“Souka ne. No need to say sorry, Yuto-kun. It’s me who have to say sorry. I’m sorry for this stupid confession, forget it ne. Just meet her. Don’t make her waiting too long.” Ryosuke said. Trying so hard to show his usual smile to him, pretend that conversation before was just a mere dialogue from drama.
“I’m really sorry. But I appreciated your feelings. Once again, I’m sorry.” Yuto said after the silence engulfed them.
“Daijoubu da yo. Go ahead then.” Ryosuke still tried to resist his tears.
“Jaa, mata ne. Be careful on your way home.” Yuto said before he bid his goodbye.
“You too.” Ryosuke replied and not long after that Yuto left. As he left, the tears that he had been resistant a while ago eventually flowed swiftly from his eyes. He couldn’t resist it anymore. Now, he really think that he should move on. But how? even.. he never think that he can do that. He already fell in love too deeply with him.
If I’m not your fate, I would stopped to catch you. But if indeed I’m your fate, I would have you on my side right now. Even for.. ever. Ne, Yuto-kun?
If only Ryosuke know that Yuto actually still standing outside the class, heard him crying while muttering ‘sorry, Ryosuke’
Owari~
A/N 2:
Need sequel for this?
Hm.. /whacked/
Okay, just give me a comments if your read this ne~
Thank you for reading~ \(*• ω •*)/