I drove by you yesterday. I haven't seen you in years I might say. I don't know for sure, just whenever that memorial thing was. You looked good. I hadn't seen you in person with your hair that short. You were in a red pick up, it was shiny, so either you take good care of it, or it's a company car. Every now and then I think about you, I don't ( Read more... )

I don't have the time to write why I'm so stressed and upset because I have to get the shit done that's consuming every bit of my time... FUCK

Refocussing jealous energy into, aw how nice ( Read more... )

...next time you decide you want me again, unless you want me and only me, don't.

Ugh I hate having those good dreams that you make normal life decisions in that if you had known it was a dream you wouldn't have held back... Damn...Ugh and I found out in real life he has a GF now. Not that that would have happened ever again anyway. ::scrunchy face::

You always hear people say, "I'm surrounded by people but feel so alone." Well I'm having one of those episodes.

And I also have no ambition to do anything. At all. Like, nothing. Not even shower. I had to force myself to shower and do laundry. Two things that take minimal effort. I'm never one to say this, but I wish it was mid August already...

Frustrated by not wanting to tell her story, because she would never be able to adequately describe everything in text and baffled by herself and what she would try to speak of, she lay there in the dark thinking. Exhausted mentally and physically, but unable to sleep. She felt a feeling she'd never encountered, a feeling that would be best never ( Read more... )

Short Stories:

So I went on Craigslist, found this guy, met up with him at a park, talked a bunch, he was wicked tall, I gave him a hug to leave, he wanted a kiss, I didn't, date was over, I still don't know how I feel about this guy, or Craigslist dating.

Dylan's get together is this weekend, wicked pumped, gonna see Jesse and Sean, woot, hopefully ( Read more... )

I'm so close to going back to FB and MS...

          So I was just hanging out at my friend Joey's apartment outside on his porch, Joey, Britney and myself. When some strange guy wanders up the stairs and starts talking to us ( Read more... )