Apparently I have trouble accepting happiness into my life. I had one of the most wonderful evenings last night and yet when it came to a close I wanted to pretend it never happened. Chip and I made dinner for his family and had everyone over. Well expect Mama Holt since she is at the beach writing her book. When they left Mr Holt even gave me a ( Read more... )

so now that i've had my endoscopy and my colonoscopy with biopsies and nothing turned up, i suppose i have to go back in a few month to have a motility test. what that is, i'm not exactly sure. something about a tube in your throat for at least four hours. but hey, its not cancer. i got up today at five am to drive from the midwest to the ( Read more... )