well I almost had a good day. work was fast, talked about WoW with david, he consumed my vast knowledge of that game in the span of, oh about 6 hours...I guess ( Read more... )

so yah, I'm not in a bad mood but I could be in a beter mood. I'm ok I guess just kinda of "meh". I've been playing some warhammer lately, well, not so much playing as gathering my army. I'm almost ready ( Read more... )

I'm pissed off at everything and anything. I sick and tried of all this. I never and I mean NEVER try to piss people off. I try to make people happy and you'd think I'd be rewarded with something, anything. Maybe a good day would be nice or somebody that would be interested in me, or even money, money would be great. I get nothing, I get bad and ( Read more... )

Well I got some things done today. My borther-in-law came by and took my overly large wooden chest of drawers out of the corner of my room. So I rearranged my room to suit my needs better. I have alot more room now and it's easy for people to hang out in a single area now. I went over to my sisters house to help her clean things up because she is ( Read more... )

Well I'm in a better mood and the weather seems to reflect that. I come to realize I have some really good friends who can tell when I'm no doing so great and they always seem willing to make me feel better. Well I'm need a better mode than I have been in the past weeks ( Read more... )

Ok so for a brief second saturday I thought that maybe my life was going to pick up. I helped an old lady with some stuff at work and she was really thankful and everything. I felt really good for the rest of the time at work. So then we went to hang out at david's and got in a game of Andy campaign and in that campaign I learned I'm the "Hand of ( Read more... )

well I guess I would waste a few minutes before I left for work. I woke up this morning to find a spider on my hand and quickly woke up and smacked it away. Thinking I was safe I layed back down to have the bastard jump on my neck. So I smacked him again and found him on my bath robe so I captured him and smited him away. I hate spiders so much >. ( Read more... )

well, I feel very good...hungry but good. I could be emo some more and talk about being alone but I think you got the general understanding of that by now ( Read more... )

interesting

this next one I was like "What the Fuck!?"

This was pretty cool

Well beside being content on the outside for now I'm depressed and lonely inside. A state of mind I'm used too. It seems that when ever I type in here I don't have anything interesting to type beside how I feel. I guess that's what a journal is for. Sometimes I don't think there is anybody for me, when in fact there is I'm just really unlucky ( Read more... )