Okay everyone posted on my friends list can read this but this is really aiming at Gaby!

[ickinicki]

Alrighty, so I'm lying here in my room with everything turned off and staring at the almost darkened sky, just thinking about random things. My mind wanders from my upcoming birthday to my older cousin's baby shower. Then suddenly my mind wanders to the Gaby and Robert Saga. I start to think of how happy I was to know a guy like Robert through Gaby

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if this sounds gay then whatever I guess i am a lesbian, 'cause i mean this with all my heart!!!

[abbiegabbie]

Nikki u r by far the best friend I ever had. not because u agree with me but because u understand me and u r just u! I don't want u not to like rob after this situation cause he is a great guy, just not a good bf, or whatever. the point is that i have know u for 5 years and u never cease to amaze me. that really touches me that u finally get how i feel about the rob and me "saga", 'casue the true is, i don't even understand how i feel. I just am sooooo glad that i won't be working at the bookstore after next week. seeing his friends and being soo close to his work was bothering me. what gets me is how his whole attitude did a total change on me, it's like i never knew him. he is distant and i can't help but feeling rejected (there i did it, i finally admited that he hurt me!)cause i really did like him. (and a piece of me still likes him, expecially his lips ;)) anyway i have to understand that not all things in life ar egoing to go right and not all guys i like will like me back. it's ok, cause i just need space to heal. the further

[ickinicki]

Love you too, chica!!