Today's the day, kids.

Ok, long overdue new icon.

How does everyone feel about it?

I know I haven't updated in a while, but I will try tonight.

...and there will be some BIG updates coming...in 2 weeks.

Right, starfyer? :)

I think that I legitimately have nothing to say anymore ( Read more... )

During the worst of times, I tell myself that things can turn around dramatically.

I mean...they always have.

There's always still that element of doubt, though....what if the happy times never return?

I should learn to trust me more.

I really, really hope this is it. *crosses fingers*

I really wish that I could snap out of this funk that I am in. I'm beginning to wonder if I am ever going to regain the old "me". I really just feel like a shell of my former self.

I just feel flat...empty....

Maybe I should just sleep.

-j

It occurred to me that I've had a lot of "lasts" of things recently ( Read more... )

Just as things were looking up...my month of nonstop pain began ( Read more... )

Oh yes. Things are definitely, definitely looking up.

I think this will be the last LJ entry for a few weeks. I'm going to be too busy living and enjoying the good streak to bother updating. I'll give everyone a full update on the flip side.

At the times that I feel the most down on myself and my life, I realize that things are pretty good.

I have what approaches everything I've ever wanted. The only thing I fear is what might come after that.