I am on my way up no matter what. Regardless of my setbacks. Each second of the day I have been planning. I have sent in applications for all positions with the airlines. I will get out of here and make something of myself, over time. Who cares if I am going to be happy. I'm young, therefore I shouldnt. Dont stop me.
So, last night was kick ass. I made my Edinburgh debut as a Dj in this brand new club with one of the best sound systems i've ever heard. There where also more people in that club than I have seen in Nocturne on a normal night! That brought me lots of great joy :)
I've come to my ultimate decision. It was the hardest decision that I have ever had to make. Sometimes you just have to do the right thing regardless of what it is. Formal announcement tomorrow.