I've discovered that I often visit the state of confusion, and I know my way around pretty well ( Read more... )

Swear to god today is a total fucked up day for me. I'll cry one second, thinking about everything sad and then I'll get hysterically giggly back to frustratingly angry and crying again. I don't know what's wrong today. I just keep thinking about my rat dying and how I could have prevented that, all the things I need to do for school, all the ( Read more... )

I was eating Fruit Loops when I tasted a VERRRRRRRY strange taste, I didn't want to spit it out and look at it because then I'd never eat Fruit Loops again and my life would be incomplete, so I just ate the anonomyous horrible thing.... then I kept eating ( Read more... )

SURVIVOR STARTS SEPTEMBER 19th!!!! SURVIVOR STARTS SEPTEMBER 19th!!!! SURVIVOR STARTS SEPTEMBER 19th!!!! SURVIVOR STARTS SEPTEMBER 19th!!!! SURVIVOR STARTS SEPTEMBER 19th!!!! SURVIVOR STARTS SEPTEMBER 19th!!!! SURVIVOR STARTS SEPTEMBER 19th!!!! SURVIVOR STARTS SEPTEMBER 19th ( Read more... )

Yes, that's right. My hairless rat named Neo (after Keanu Reeves, from the Matrix...bad ass movie) died today. I feel horrible. I guess rats don't live for too long. It's sad, now Trinity (my white-haired rat) is all alone ( Read more... )

My dad just came into the room to say goodnight to me and he started crying about how his baby girl is going to be a senior in high school and he's thinking bout "all the years passed"...He pretty much does this every year to me specifically but more so this year, I suppose, being my last school year. Anyone else who is the baby of their family ( Read more... )

I went shopping today. Nothing like back to school shopping the day before school starts. I went with Tracey and her mom (she's my mom too, of course). I got 3 new pairs of jeans, 3 new shirts, boots for my foots, socks, underwear (they are cute.....I will show you if you really care that much....hehehe), bras THAT ACTUALLY FIT ME....DOUBLE A ( Read more... )

Since I haven't been online in forever times 3, I don't remember what day this happend but it was sometime this week. Tracey and I met up with Adam at the post office parking lot. While sitting there and talking for a while, a white Focus drives by. We usually wave to everyone so we say "HIIIIIII!" and wave. They scream "FUCK YOU!" out the window, ( Read more... )

It's wierd how your best friend's boyfriend becomes your best guy friend in a matter of weeks. Keem left today, we all slept over Tracey's last night and in the morning we had to go to Howard Johnson (aww.....where we stayed the first day of summer....) where his parents were and we said goodbye and he left. We cried ( Read more... )

Watching hot black guys at Langford finally paid off... hehe... Mahee got Adam's phone number. Teee..excitement ( Read more... )