I want to BE the janitor
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What the hell am I doing.  I should have a job.  I should have something more important than being alone.

I dont know how there are people out there who are just floating.  With no purpose or care.  That is a depiction of hell for me.  And I feel myself slipping into it.

"dear jesus- PLEASE help me to figure out What the HELL I am supposed to do.
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So.... I have like the weirdest family ever.  Or I am one of the weirdest people ever... and my family is completely sane.

I perfer to think of it as the first.

So -  I feel like a complete Oxy Moron Created by my family.

I would like to say that

Fight Club, Pulp Fiction, Trainspotting, SLC Punk, Crash...ect  These movies are pretty up there as far as ( Read more... )

The MATRIX was real

I would LOVE to be able to Plug in some knowledge anytime I needed.....

And every once in a while I couldkick some agent SMITH ass... That would be delicious.

How does it happen?

Why does it happen?

When in this going to feel better.... get better... BE BETTER?

How can I have confidence... but be completely UNCONFIDENT with where things are going.....?

I need a tall glass of JESUS.

You have heard something over the years, and assumed it to be true because you have experienced in a wide range of situations.

Take for instance -  GOITERs

I NOW understand what they are in 100% fact.

But I would like to add that in the course of my life i have heard people refer to GOITERS in Places that they cannot possibly exist on the Body.

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I am screwing up big time.

I am going crazy

I need to shut the internet off, but I need somene to talk to me. 
 No-  I want someone to talk to me.

I NEED to be finishing a damn assignment.

Candace

I dont even know where to begin.  I have been riding some pretty HIGH waves.  (not in the drug induced sense)  I have just been High on life.  Gettin to be pretty proud of who I am and where I am going ( Read more... )

Can someone tell me the secret to focusing?

How did you graduate college?  I hate it.  I am ready to WORK-  I hate self motivating.

Tell me your secret for this.

Thank you.

So... I live in a VERY CONSERVATIVE world in Central EUrope right now.  I spend a lot of time with International Business friends of my Father... and SOmehow SOME WAY the topic of Tattoo's and BODY modification comes up...

And the PHRASE THAT PISSES ME OFF that always comes up is-
  "WHY WOULD ANYONE DO THAT TO THEIR BODY?!?! I just dont understand!"

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