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Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
In August I put laxitives in peryton's food. in (-50 points). In July I committed genocide... Sorry about that, darklord3061 (-5000 points). Last Sunday I put gum in justinsmith's hair (-12 points). In May I ruled Asscrackistan as a cruel and heartless dictator (-700 points). Last Tuesday I set mbeede's puppy on fire (-66 points).
Overall, I've been naughty (-5828 points). For Christmas I deserve a spanking!
Sincerely,
icupae_nemod
I've been struggling with some things recently. It's so frustrating because I know very clearly what I don't believe and those things I refuse to accept, but it seems to come down to me rejecting everything. It's not at all difficult to strike down other's thoughts, but I end up with nothing, and I just don't know enough to be able to figure things out on my own.
If that sounds like I don't know what I believe, that's not what I meant. I know what I believe, and I know what I think on most topics. But I struggle bringing it all together, making sense out of it, and using it to explain something.
Everything I think just seems without basis, unjustified, totally pointless, and just completely wrong. None of it has any value. None of it has any purpose. None of it is any good.