how could i be so fucking stupid?
i am easily manipulated
and too quick to forgive

i love you
when youre not plotting to make me or my friends miserable

brutal honesty is great
at least i understand now where you stand

if im just a convenience, easily thrown away on a whim
as you've acknowledged to my face
tell me, why i should play by your

this is the beginning of so many endings
its just so indescribably sad
yet exhilerating at the same time

freedom comes with a great price

i am blind
and stupid
and should learn to take a hint

i guess some of it was my obliviousness
and some of it was willing ignorance

god, isnt it ironic?
that i couldnt figure out the subtle clues
yet i expected others to do so for mine?

oh life

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im ready
ive planned it out
fool proof
the rule of rules
preparation is key

im set
time to impliment
a plan of action
i stand at the starting line

go

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