lots of memories, emo style.
alright. time for some EMO SHIT. and if u dont like it, dont read it.
so once upon a time i decided to play club soccer. this was 6 1/2 years ago. i didnt know where to go but had these connections at this club called Samba. so i said, hey, why not. thats when it all begun. those first two years of original samba with jeremy were some of the best years of my life. when we lost, when we won, when we werent even playing. it was just so much incredible fun. from hotel stays, to long drives to san bernandino and beyond, and even regular practices in the rain all climbing in jer's car listening to old school metal. it was a really great time, i learned a lot, and the basis of my soccer career began.
then this thing happened and we got a new coach, Soup. these next two years were a big wake up call for me. i was picked on by him, treated unfairly, and i learned wat club was all about. i learned a lot of lessons and worked through a huge obstacle of "getting cut" and stayed on the team. through all of that, my friends still managed to stay a huge part of my life, and without those girls, i would have never made it. (they were the driving force of my determination.) just when i finally started to get used to the way things work, someone else came into the picture.
Tony Scalercio. liscense A coach, won national championships, ODP coach, etc. was i excited? hell ya i was. those first practices i couldn't have been happier. then, something i was pretty famililar with happened. i suddenly was considered "bottom of the barrel" and went through another year of hell on the bench. tryout season came along, and again i was faced with the "cutting" problem. that should have been a sign to me that i would be happier (soccer-wise) at a team were i would get more playing time. but, being the stubborn Capisani i am, i stuck with it and was on the team again. 2nd year came around, and had a some ups, but a lot of downs. i felt like such a mess and i was more depressed and down then i had ever been. high school came around and everything changed. i was happy again, and i loved soccer. coming back to club was a bit of a wake up call and after just 2 tournaments, i think i have finally reached the most influential point of my club soccer career. through the mental abuse, the physical abuse, the pain and the depression, i have reached the point where i know that i can trust certain people and those people will get me through. for one, my team. the newer girls, the semi-newer girls, and the old ones. without u guys, i would never ever be here stil strong and still going. your leadership, your passion, your kindness, heck ur EXISTENCE has changed the way i look at things. and the last person i can trust in this hellish experience..me. ive, in a sense, gotten over the biggest leap, overcome so much, and become a better person for it all.
thanks to everyone at samba for everything, and lets have some more experiences. like..WIN NATIONALS. va samba, luv ya guys.
k im done, been thinking about that all for a while..had to get it out somewhere were people could see. thanks
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so once upon a time i decided to play club soccer. this was 6 1/2 years ago. i didnt know where to go but had these connections at this club called Samba. so i said, hey, why not. thats when it all begun. those first two years of original samba with jeremy were some of the best years of my life. when we lost, when we won, when we werent even playing. it was just so much incredible fun. from hotel stays, to long drives to san bernandino and beyond, and even regular practices in the rain all climbing in jer's car listening to old school metal. it was a really great time, i learned a lot, and the basis of my soccer career began.
then this thing happened and we got a new coach, Soup. these next two years were a big wake up call for me. i was picked on by him, treated unfairly, and i learned wat club was all about. i learned a lot of lessons and worked through a huge obstacle of "getting cut" and stayed on the team. through all of that, my friends still managed to stay a huge part of my life, and without those girls, i would have never made it. (they were the driving force of my determination.) just when i finally started to get used to the way things work, someone else came into the picture.
Tony Scalercio. liscense A coach, won national championships, ODP coach, etc. was i excited? hell ya i was. those first practices i couldn't have been happier. then, something i was pretty famililar with happened. i suddenly was considered "bottom of the barrel" and went through another year of hell on the bench. tryout season came along, and again i was faced with the "cutting" problem. that should have been a sign to me that i would be happier (soccer-wise) at a team were i would get more playing time. but, being the stubborn Capisani i am, i stuck with it and was on the team again. 2nd year came around, and had a some ups, but a lot of downs. i felt like such a mess and i was more depressed and down then i had ever been. high school came around and everything changed. i was happy again, and i loved soccer. coming back to club was a bit of a wake up call and after just 2 tournaments, i think i have finally reached the most influential point of my club soccer career. through the mental abuse, the physical abuse, the pain and the depression, i have reached the point where i know that i can trust certain people and those people will get me through. for one, my team. the newer girls, the semi-newer girls, and the old ones. without u guys, i would never ever be here stil strong and still going. your leadership, your passion, your kindness, heck ur EXISTENCE has changed the way i look at things. and the last person i can trust in this hellish experience..me. ive, in a sense, gotten over the biggest leap, overcome so much, and become a better person for it all.
thanks to everyone at samba for everything, and lets have some more experiences. like..WIN NATIONALS. va samba, luv ya guys.
k im done, been thinking about that all for a while..had to get it out somewhere were people could see. thanks
<3