isn't it nice, when you realise how insignificant you are in this world, how you are nothing but a tiny speck in a billion, how you are just star dust floating in space, waiting to disintegrate and reform over and over and over, how when you leave this world, the only mark you'd leave behind is the memory of you within the living and when they have ( Read more... )

I can honestly say that I'm finally clean ( Read more... )

"how are you?", he asked.

"good!" I lied as I closed the chat.

honestly, I think I've stopped feeling anything anymore.
emotions are becoming a facade.
this year I'll stop trying so hard for others.
this year I'll be selfish.
this year I'll choose me.
dissociation is easier.
disappearing now.
see you if I see you.

It’s not that bad. If you want to be sad, come and write sad songs with me. Or we can sit and watch movies. You won’t have to worry about bringing me down - I am already down. I will watch the blackness swallow you and you can watch the blackness swallow me too.

x - iwrotethisforyou

trust me when I say I'm not feeling lonely ( Read more... )

Leslie, "I'm on the bad side."
Ron, "No, you're not."
Leslie, "Yes Ron, I'm guilty I did something bad."
Ron, "It's not that simple. You know what makes a good person good? When a good person does something bad, they own up to it, they try to learn something from it, and they move on."

we're all fucked.
merry christmas.

I can't wait till I see your face & my brain thinks that it's looking at a stranger.

I can't wait till I see your face & I feel nothing.

Done it before, I can do it again.
easy peasy life is breezy.
:)

wow this really feels like shit.