Comments | idamae: what do i do now?

idamae

what do i do now?

Feb 25, 2004 19:16

I am struggling with the next week ( Read more... )

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Significant others... chris8724 February 25 2004, 21:16:00 UTC

When will we learn? I have struggled with love for too long like you from the sounds of it! I recently have walked away from my ex for good, hurts but at the same time I find it to be helpful. I have kept walking back into the same ol situation that never changed, kept getting worse. I miss the companionship but not the drama or the lies. If I had it my way I would leave but thats not gonna solve anything right? Anyway i'm posting on yours about your post not my issues. If you feel that seeing him will only rekindle drama, bad feelings, bad memories, or if its a bad thing to even be around him, think about it before you jump at the opportunity. If you think he wants to see you, let him come to you. Obviously i have no clue about the situation your in, but if he misses you, or loves you whatever it may be, he will be there! I know I would. Best of luck to ya, hope things turn out for the better in your case whatever it may be!

phatmike February 26 2004, 14:58:07 UTC

that's a terrible situation to be in. :( it sucks. but you cant be blamed for your feelings...it's not like you can help that.

bogle March 20 2004, 00:50:18 UTC

I've read your journal a bit from time to time. I found you through our mutual friend in sparkleaus some time ago. But you've left it at this cliff hanger and pretty soon...well I just don't know what.

I will say that it's nice to see someone say, "protect my heart and my sanity." Too many buffoons saying, "Just follow your heart." Oh yeah, that's real wisdom there, let me tell you. I wonder how Mrs. Hitler felt about that pearl. The heart is neither always right, nor always wrong. It fires at random. Yet some people treat it like a guage by which their decisions are made. You could be in love with a jerk, but that doesn't mean you should date him. He's still a jerk, isn't he? And no one's heart is going to change him except his own. I'm rambling. I've never even spoke to you and I'm rambling. Sorry, I'm just tired.

idamae March 23 2004, 10:07:32 UTC

thanks for the comment on my life's newest cliff-hanger.
I can say things are going well, but I say that with caution.
I guess the floor has fallen out from under me enough to always have doubt. Jaded I would have called myself years ago, no I guess I am just being smart.