the russian called looking to help me out, ah..
stupid nap I took.

I haven't been able to write what's really on my mind in this journal for a pretty long time. Whenever I sit down I feel foolish for writing about my deepest secrets. Not sure why, I would gladly tell a stranger on a 7 hour flight home. But writing here? Well, I feel stupid ( Read more... )

so here I am ( Read more... )

First day at the new job ( Read more... )

This weekend has been a bust ( Read more... )

I am in a bind.
Anyone know of anyone who has a spare bedroom?
I need to figure out where I am going to live.

I am having a bad episode,
it may end soon, but not before i grind all my teeth down to stumps
and I lose my boobs in a strange stress related weight loss.
I could us a friend now, a comment, a random question to occupy my time.
Post anonymous or post with pride I don't care.
Entertain me so I can entertain you.

after this weekend I need to quit drinking.
I forgot things, lost money, and my passport!
You always beat yourself up after a night like that,
but the challenge is to remember that when you feel like a drink again.

ick, unmoved.

ah ( Read more... )