im so sick of being sad. i told myself @ the beginnin of the skool year, i was gonna b happy. i would b 1 of those ppl who lights up a room. n it worked 4 a lil while, but then sad stuff got in the way. mayb its okay 2 b both. mayb, instead of tryin 2 b happy, i should stop the drama. I confuse myself sumtimes. I tell myself, dont get in fights, so ( Read more... )

confidence is so confusing. Ill feel gr8 about my self, then ill go 2 skool, c him flirtin with her! n its all gone. i feel so ugly! all the time, it just wont stop. i wish i could just get a bf n get it over with. stop feelin like an everything virgin n do sumthing! god, now im depressed! y cant i just b pretty??

iM SICK, HAPPY VDAY 2 ME!! I have sinus infection. FUn, fun. Kirstens been kinda weird latly. Like she'll call me n be like "u buggin me w/this or that"I said we should b honest with each other, but after hearing sumthings wrong with me 4 the 5th time (no exageration) i just stop listnin. I was feelin sick yesterday, n l8er called her sayin i was ( Read more... )

annas not my hater nemnore! lets dance: da nanana nana CANT TOUCH!

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i havent updated in a while. Ive just been really stressed out latly. I have a lot of work on my Bat mitzvah and a research paper. I havent had a good night sleep, or a day where i havent cried, in like a week. i just want 2 stop being sad. i mean shes so sick, she can barely, lift her own spoon. its just, shes so weak, and this is her being better ( Read more... )

ITS A SNOW DAY ON MONDAY! i havent updated in a while. Update: kyle n kirsten r "goin out" which means that they go 2 the library 2gether. shes even 2 scared 2 dance w/him. lol. well we'r in a fight now, but w/e.nat n anna n I r goin 2 da movies 2morrow. We'r seein Meet the Fockers. OMG, my dance recital is next weekend! Mrs. Ahearn n husband r ( Read more... )

so since anna n I r no longer BFFs, cuz i no we were no matter wat Anna says. So neway, that means that I have no reason to make a live journal cuz Anna's the only one who actually reads this. but this is kinda good cuz u can let off steam. i could keep doin this, its better than tellin my friends my problems, talkin things out with people never ( Read more... )

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