nothing really happening. i have my period which harper, being the freka she is, predicted last night. i miss camp. n i was supposed 2 chill with sum friends b4 goin w/the fam n family friends 2 caanobie lake park, but my mom decided taht were goin early, so i had 2 cancel, n im pissed cuz i wanted 2 go really badly. n im hangin wit jenna 2morrow n ( Read more... )

nothins really goin on. im not sure if i want skool 2 start. i mean, im bored, but i feel like im waitin 4 sumthin, but i dont think skool is it. im not xcited 4 skool but im not not wanting 2 go. i dont think its sunken in that this is a new thinga nd im goin 2 skool next week and that im gonna c every1 n start a new chapter in my life blah blah ( Read more... )

its completely isolated. i just dont wanna b here. i cant see any1, i cant do anything. the only thing 2 do is the mall n movies. its the definition of a bubble. jesus christ, i cant do anything. im so bored!!!!! i feel like i have no friends. or @ least 1s taht i wanna c. im not even that upset (surprise) its just a feelin thats been goin on n im ( Read more... )

i think i know y i have a lot of boy trouble. cuz i worry 2 much wat ppl think. when i was... w/e w/ (shiver) kyle in the 7thy grade, i was scared of ppl talkin about us so broke it off (but that was good). n w/ jake... welll i just didn like him, so nvm. but w/gabe i was worried ppl would make fun of me n b like ooooo, which they did, but still. ( Read more... )

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i dont want 2 b here. i dont like ne1 @ home. i miss kiki. i can talk 2 her about anything and im scared 2 death of losing her. her mom keeps making excuses 4 me not 2 cum up and my heart breaks whenever i think about not seeing her until october. its so far away. the ppl who i can talk 2 and understand me are the farthest away. how is this ( Read more... )

1. First grade teacher's name: no clue, i moved around that year ( Read more... )

Take the opportunity to say frank/bitchy/true comments about 8 people on your friends list. This could get interesting ( Read more... )

time is a funny thing isnt it? i mean, i left camp 3 weeks ago and now every1s coming home. these past 3 weeks, mostly the 1st week, i felt so isolated, and a few nights ago i just thought, it wont b that long until ill b going back 2 camp as a CIT. its so weird, growing up. i wonder if im the person that the 7 year old me would want me 2 b, and if ( Read more... )

im being moody again. im falling back in. i need friends. one little thing and im depressed. wtf is wrong w/me? im so emotional