so much f-ing hw! i had 3 math, 3 spanish, poem project, timeline project, to kill a mockingbird test, math test, s.s project, thank god no science b/cuz of set test, which isnt exactly a ahppy event(4 marah: set test is a 4 day test in science thats open note but still a 4th of ur grade) i need to practice dances, recitals in a few weeks, o yea, ( Read more... )

trips on thursday. kirstens cumin home n got me sumthin @ the concert. moms gonna talk 2 my hair sylists/cutter person about gettin my hair relaxed. life is good, but im juts eh. i have fun, but @ night i just get eh. things slow down, im just hangin out n not really excited about nething. cuz like, the trips cumin, n i should b crazy crazy excited ( Read more... )

im suh a moody bitch. first i hate my ugly self and just hate me. then im all happy, i luv myself blah blah , and now i cant get over how much of a loser i am. It has been so long since ive slowdanced, and i reallymiss it. ive slowed danced w/1 f-ing guy!!! kyle.. whoa!!! UGH! i feel like, how can i not think that theres sumthing wrojng with me. i ( Read more... )

ok, the thing. i want 2 start w. sumthin weird happened 2 me. I started looking in the mirror and seeing a pathetic, ugly grl. I got really insecure and just freaked. im normally not all I NEED MAKEUP but it helped, kinda. i felt ugly bcuz when i took it off, i saw the monster again. i thought, nothing is wrong w. makeup, n i juts ignored my ( Read more... )

im not gonna embarrass my self by explaining my realization about myself, but hey, if you want 2 hear it, juts ask. Lets juts say, im back 2 my not so self conscious self. i think i feel better than before. ok, i got stuff 2 do, but juts so you no, this stuff can happen overnite. thats wat happened 2 me.

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ok, so we watched the bm video. And it was fun to watch but it made me sad b.c its over! im such a loser! ugh, i just feel so empty. then i got home, went to turn on my comp n it wouldnt start. my dad hlped me out n it turns out that the hard drive of my comp is DEAD! which means that i cant use it @ ALL until ( Read more... )

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my bm is over. i cant believe it. it feels like it was a dream. it feels like.... a puppy i had 4 a lil while died. i never thought it would cum n go. i no im dramatic, but that was like wat i did when i didnt want 2 deal w/ppl or just life. now i have no excuse n have 2 live. ugh,it was my life 4 a bit, n now its just a memory. w.e, ill get over ( Read more... )

it isnt fair. it doesnt make sense. I mean, i juts read izzy's lj, n it just breaks my heart. Thats a life, gone. DReams, goals, ideas, disappeared. HOw can ppl think about normal things when this is going on. Im protected. I live in a rich suburb where nothing happens. I dont live in NYC n wouldnt even consider drinking or smoking or doing ne ( Read more... )

flash back. when i was younger i wanted drama in my life, cuz i felt like my life was waaaay 2 boring. BUt then, natalie had family issues, went 2 mr.patch, that was TERRIBLE! then in 7th i just went down hill, grade wise, n im sure sumthin else happened, o yea kyle, but thats no biggy. then this year, KIRSTEN. kirstenb likin kyle, kyle likein ( Read more... )