I am thinking that Dan is awesome. haha and CYd too. I cant believe they are gonna get married. wow from ur best friend to just some old married guy. Strange brew. So they came and threw me a surprise party. well i suppose it was a surprise since i was walking out the door in riding gear when i looked over to see them in my living room trying to ( Read more... )

well on a whim i went to salt lake and ate dinner with jared and keatyn tonight. eh i suppose it was a good birthday...

I am kind of sick of how this feels, to be set aside, left on a knee. IN this morning light, I hear birds chirp, I know its happened once again, I ve let myself fall into morning, not closing an eye, I ve fallen from this. I close one eye to see the night, my dreams, my fears. I leave one eye open to think and examine whats really here. I keep ( Read more... )

I am getting tired again. I am feeling a lot of different things. I feel for others, i dont feel for me. I get sick at every meal now. I dont know whats happening. I dont know what it is but halfway through eating anything i feel like vomitting. I dont know why but i feel enveloped. I think its drifting away ( Read more... )

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so we are all outside del when levi is telling us how easy it is to run from the cops and all that. I always wondered if i d run or not cuz bikes do it well. anyway, about ten minutes later three cop cars rolled into the lot and started spotlighting all our bikes. THe lit up levis, asked where he was, then cuffed him as he walked out of del. It ( Read more... )

i work at cingular now. i ve worked two days. i now have a free phone with unlimited free minutes, texting, pic messagin, internet, etc, alllll free. tight. and i make a grip of cash and i have a card. haha business cards mean u are tight.

I got the guts to buy it. Any Ideas for names for my bike? Oh and I work at cingular wireless now as a salesman at a factory authorized cingular store. haha ....

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The pleasure involved in a fox chase has been dissolved. I am currently without patience for this. Instability leaves me with this again. Two sided mirror, lays flat across this table, half useless. Renders me thoughtless. This Blank standpoint leaves me helpless. My empty hallway presents options, each less love adding fate. It is without a ( Read more... )