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[ideal324]

wtf. I am so pissed at Angie right now. Get this shit. Last night we talked on the phone a little while and she mentions that she is going to sharky's and of course I sigh. Then she asks what is there something wrong with that to whitch I reply no but then a little later I say yeah it is and that it would be a bad idea for her to come. She says

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[stardust_530]

i'm not positive but she may have just been tryin to make you jealous...girls will do that sometimes

♥

[shut_myself_in]

No, I just don't want to play games like that anymore.
Especially since I know theres no point...lol.

:)loser

[ideal324]

dude JB and Phillipe Del Apeno Ashley you whoever else thats not "her" and i go with you YA YA YA

[ideal324]

---that was mike^^^^

[__xlovex__]

i think that you ARE over-reacting.
not to get into anything, but how
i look at it is shes just trying to
move on, and try new things. i know
that you said that it wouldnt be a
good idea, but you cant tell her she
cant hang out with her friends either.
see, this was kinda the same problem
me and johnny had, cause we had the
same group of friends. you have to
understand also, that she was invited
by other people, that and she was under
the impression that ashley and jenn
were gonna be there, so she probably figured
you wouldnt mind all too much. you kinda
have to look at it from her point of view.

oh and btw. andys a great guy. dont diss him.

(none of that was meaning to start n e thing)

[ideal324]

heather I know that and more power to her but that does not mean I want to see it happen. Also she can hang out with her friends too but that doesn't mean I have to be there. I am not trying to diss Andy, I actually like Andy. I think he is a pretty nice guy. Also I am the one who said hey guys lets go to sharky's friday. Not anyone else me. I know Mike invited her and maybe he should have talked to me first but the fact of the matter is she knew I did not want her there and she still went. Now if Thursday night she told me on the phone no Steven I am going to go then I would have said fine and just not gone but she didn't she said she was not going to go she would probably just go to Andy's.

[shut_myself_in]

Exactly, PROBABLY.
But he wanted to go.

[ideal324]

then you should have called me and told me

[shut_myself_in]

Look Steve, I am very sorry. I didn't mean to cause you any drama or whatever. But Heather is right, I'm just trying to move on. I don't want to sit around a hope and pray that I'll get you back because I know that its like fighting for something that I'll never get.
Why does it matter that I am there? Especially if you don't have ANY feelings for me. I would understand if you did, but you don't. If I can be okay with Ashley being there, then you'd think that you would be okay with Andy there. And btw, Andy is not a boy toy, at all. He's a nice guy. Thank you for being nice to him last night. Btw, I'll give you $ if you want for the pool tables last night.
Kay, well... ttyl.

[ideal324]

Just because I wanted to break up with you does not mean I do not still have feelings for you. I do but I know that the break up was the right thing to do and that is why I was not sad when we broke up. We can't be friends. If our mutual friends don't want to choose sides that is fine you can have them I don't give a shit. I have been with out friends for a while now I think I will survive.

[shut_myself_in]

Dont be like that.

[heartsatsea]

This is all too familiar.
You forgot to mention our conversation last night.
/I was drunk.