im so fed up with this fucking fighting.
its so amazing, i never knew what a bad person i was.
oh yes, and i adore making people feel like shit. couldnt forget that one. you make me feel wonderful.

everyones being mean and i think they should stop. i didnt think friends were supposed to make you feel sad. apparently im wrong. people should really get their facts straight before they start being meannn. i really really hate it. yeah. a lot. okay im finished. so bye

i have so much on my mind but i have trouble with words, everyone knows that. i dont know what is going on and why things are messed up. bad feelings make me want to vomit and i just want everything to be fixed. i dont know how to fix things without messing something else up. i hate the way things work out and i hate how i have these moods that ( Read more... )

okay, so um, have i mentioned that i dont care about anything anymore? it just doesnt seem worth it. i dyed some of my hair pink today. well, laura did it for me, but yeah. i figured, why the fuck not..it doesnt fucking matter anymore. nothing does. life will always suck and its not ever going to change. im done caring, i cared for so long, and ( Read more... )

p.s. i have a billion pictures to put on here. literally...a billion. its pathetic.

yesterday i slept till 12 and my mom woke me up, then i sat around and went to wendys to see hollie and her little friends, and shana went too. this part is for you hollie: its cool how you come home and dont hang out with us, you hang out with the people you are at camp with. it makes sense!!! YOU BIG POOP! <3 i forgive yew, maybe. i miss kerrie ( Read more... )

so tonight i worked 5-10 and last night was good, and work was boring. yeah. mhmm. i left for abbbouuut an hour to get laura and bring stupid lou weed. so the night went fast and there was no cheese in anyones butt, so that made it 10x better. me and laura went to starbucks just to like...whatever, talk and shit after i got off work. so we went, ( Read more... )

okay yeah, so i updated the other day but then britt came over to harass me and i never hit "update journal" and then my computer must've decided it was okay to shut off, so theres no update and im not re-writting it bitches. thats all for now. maybe ill write later or somethinggg.

okay so tomorrow is my prom. and lucky for me, my dress is questionable. my mom is still making it which means that many things can go wrong. if i cant wear this dress, basically im gunna kill myself. i already bought makeup to go with the dress, so if i have to wear hollies green dress or one of britts (which i havent even tried yet) then the ( Read more... )

AWESOME NIGHT GUYS! whats going on tomorrow night?!!?