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  I'm afraid I'm loosing it.  I've been in small arguments with three people in the past week.  Perhaps it is all this stress or maybe it's that old fire that burns in me. I'm tired of being shit kicked around.  With my free time I'm ODing on film and doing a fall purging. Get rid of the useless things in my life. Does that mean people too? And why

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[_jevousadore]

Sometimes this just happens. you get in arguements with people, maybe they don't matter or maybe there not really about anything at all -- it just happens. it will pass. sometimes i think we just go through phases in our life, maybe we're trying to deal with something personally but we don't know exactly what it is and we just argue with people or do things that we don't really understand why but again, it just happens. i don't think you're losing it. i think maybe it's just something that god (or whatever, or who ever you believe in) is putting you through for whatever reason. and as they say, "this too shall pass".

and if you don't want to be in a relationship, screw it. don't force it. nothing matters but you. if you're happy where you are, so be it.

hang in there. this is just one of those things.

<3333 i'm here to chat if you need it!