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Espero ojala paz.
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I am relieved I don't have to see the pirate flag hanging on the sixth story of the building every day as I walk to class. At first it became a fond reminder, than a bitter one that stirred up bits of rage. I didn't want to think about it but was forced to confront it every day just as you try to avoid the mirror but always manage to gaze ( Read more... ) -
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There is a girl sitting across from me who is simulatainously giggling and crying as she reads something on her computer. If she was friend I might have reached out and hugged her or thumped her on her head. Cause and effect, consequences and reactions. These past few days I have been feeling very light headed and dizzy. I am scarcely able to ( Read more... ) -
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Percollations and Cloches
Bright Lights, quiet films.
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This film had exactly the tragic little ending I expected and needed:
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Concealed Constillations
It is as if I am void of confessing thoughts or observances these days. Maybe I am paying attention less. Maybe I am consumed with the shallow. Maybe it's writers block but I am going to force myself to keep on. I saw a fox last night, walking back in the darkness. It ran out from beneath a tree and it stood in the parking lot for some ( Read more... ) -
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Perhaps they would call what I have the sinking disease. I am tired of television commercials and plastic . I am tired of all the fakers and liars. Aren't we all one of those at some point in time? I am tired of the weak pathetic girls that try to come off as helpless for the attention. You are only as weak as you pretend to be. I am exausted ( Read more... ) -
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It feels like a have a frog in my stomach. I sure hope he doesn't make noise during my exam this morning. Perhaps its not being hungry enough to eat very often or just the stress of the times. I had a dream about hello kitty doing drugs and me running to the cops for an intervention, amongst many other things. Tori Spelling kept having kids ( Read more... ) -
twist and contort to animate yourself
Sometimes it feels like there is a bomb strapped to my chest and I'm counting down the minutes, waiting for the unknown inevitable. I'm rushing and pausing. I'm colliding with myself. I'm collecting cuts. These days I ( Read more... )