I'm lonely, uncomfortable, angry, and tired. My love life is totally confusing. I feel very isolated. A lot of people want me, as usual.. and that always makes things more confusing for me. I wish I was as independent as I pretend to be ( Read more... )

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I feel like I'm in a polyamorous relationship with Jeremy and his laptop. I guess this is what I get for dating a hacker.

I went to an old friend's birthday party last night and I had a lot of fun. I saw people I had not seen in years! I got really drunk and I'm pretty sure I said dumb shit, but whatever. It really meant a lot to me to hang out with some of those people ( Read more... )

I am working really hard to fix the things I don't like about myself. I have been educating myself, working out, and quit drinking/smoking pot. These are all positive things, however, I think I need to work on some personality flaws I have as well:
I am a very impatient person. Whether I'm waiting for all of my housemates to get their shit together ( Read more... )

I'm pretty happy. Unsalted almonds, sleeping next to the most beautiful person in the world, a supportive, loving home, vegenaise, dumpstered Odwalla. I don't mind my little side trips to places as the extent of my traveling. I'm going to D.C. in March and Florida in a week for a week ( Read more... )

Looking back at all the people I used to be friends with, I feel really really bad for them. It must be horrible living in the same town, having the same friends, and doing the exact same things they were doing years ago. It used to really upset me when I would think about how they don't like me anymore. I felt like I was missing out on something. ( Read more... )

I did come home. And now I'm getting a badass collective with a bunch of people who I love. How do I always pull this shit off?

I love Chicago.

Life has been ridiculous as usual. I feel very unloved and I probably shouldn't.. and for that I've been seeking love in all the wrong places. I'm just tired ( Read more... )

michigan was a breath of fresh air for me. expanded my mind and my happiness.
bloomington was therapy.
i'm back in valpo. leaving for chicago. then a few other places..
then back to detroit to be with my husband and some of my new friends.

hooray. i'm out. :)