you all want to hear about it, most of you have heard the rendition, a "porcelain hiroshima." pretty much yeah. and it smells like satan's shithole. i took pictures, but it's on a disposable camera, so i dont know how they will turn out, and i also dont know when they'll get developed.

i wanna go home already. i didn't think it would be bad. then i got here and it sucked. then i found awesome people, like eric and adam and joel, and it was pretty sweet. then my roomate destroyed our toilet with a firecracker. and classes suck. and i just don't feel good. let's see how things are at x-mas. . .i guess.

i am moving off to college tomorrow, september 16th, 2004. for most of you, i think that's today, or probably yesterday. please call me and come visit and all that jazz, and leave happy bye bye messages in the comment section, make my day.

I AM SO BORED IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY ANYMORE

UNBE-FUCKING-LIEVABLE

somebody please help me with something to do, somebody wants to watch movies or walk around or something. . .someone

myyyyy my my my
what am i going to do with myself
i can't go down like this

the only thing i'm asking for anymore, multistep process hopefully completed in 2 to 4 years.

i will do this

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