The Forty First Dance
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I wonder--
It seems I can't ever gather my thoughts properly.
I will stand alone. This is how things should be. And this is how it always was. Something I had never experienced before is now a part of my life that I can't get rid of. Friendships. How does someone who has been alone acquire so many connections? Perhaps everything that has happened is for the best.
Renji and Neji will be fine without me. Perhaps, they will forgive me. I was better without. How many more backs will be turned to me and how much heavier will that burden be? I never thought Renji would turn his back to me as well. Even now, I wonder why the island decided to give me Nii-sama's scarf and kenseikan. I can't become a head of a household if I cannot even be a friend. There is no way such a thing is possible. I only hope that in this... nii-sama is all right and there is no hidden meaning as to why I have these items that belong to him.
Octava Espada. You will regret putting your hands and lips on me.
Ichigo: I spoke to the Espada on my own. In doing so, I am sure that I have made myself a target now. Stay away from me for now.
Forgive me. I know my choices have not been the best. I know I will continue to act in the same manner. I do not expect you to agree with me and if you wish, hate me for it if you will.
And if I fail, then... I have no right to call myself a Kuchiki. I will uphold my pride just as nii-sama would. I am... a shinigami. I can't sit back and watch these occurrences happen no matter what method I take in order to correct these wrongs.
ACCIDENTAL VIDEO
[The LP faces the ceiling, seeing that Rukia is sitting on the floor. It's at her side, but only the high angle shot of the right side of her from the waist up can be seen. It's noticeable that her hair is pinned up, seeing it's not brushing against her shoulders. Her shoulders are moving, indicting that she's moving her arms. Something drops from her hand into the floor, almost hitting the LP. She grabs it and moves to put in something off screen. Her arm moves up and goes to pull something out of her hair and that too, moves off screen. Her black hair lays on her shoulders.
Most of her movements are off screen now. But if the camera were to catch it, she would be moving a lid on top of a box, taking a marker to write on the top, and then sliding it under the bed. It's then the feed cuts off.]
{Obviously off character hiatus here. Rukia does have her LP on her, but depending on who replies, well, you'll probably get a different reaction than what you might be thinking. tl;dr Rukia's turning into her brother. Upholding pride even if the world hates her. Also it means she's going to try and do everything by herself.}
...
I wonder--
It seems I can't ever gather my thoughts properly.
I will stand alone. This is how things should be. And this is how it always was. Something I had never experienced before is now a part of my life that I can't get rid of. Friendships. How does someone who has been alone acquire so many connections? Perhaps everything that has happened is for the best.
Renji and Neji will be fine without me. Perhaps, they will forgive me. I was better without. How many more backs will be turned to me and how much heavier will that burden be? I never thought Renji would turn his back to me as well. Even now, I wonder why the island decided to give me Nii-sama's scarf and kenseikan. I can't become a head of a household if I cannot even be a friend. There is no way such a thing is possible. I only hope that in this... nii-sama is all right and there is no hidden meaning as to why I have these items that belong to him.
Octava Espada. You will regret putting your hands and lips on me.
Ichigo: I spoke to the Espada on my own. In doing so, I am sure that I have made myself a target now. Stay away from me for now.
Forgive me. I know my choices have not been the best. I know I will continue to act in the same manner. I do not expect you to agree with me and if you wish, hate me for it if you will.
And if I fail, then... I have no right to call myself a Kuchiki. I will uphold my pride just as nii-sama would. I am... a shinigami. I can't sit back and watch these occurrences happen no matter what method I take in order to correct these wrongs.
ACCIDENTAL VIDEO
[The LP faces the ceiling, seeing that Rukia is sitting on the floor. It's at her side, but only the high angle shot of the right side of her from the waist up can be seen. It's noticeable that her hair is pinned up, seeing it's not brushing against her shoulders. Her shoulders are moving, indicting that she's moving her arms. Something drops from her hand into the floor, almost hitting the LP. She grabs it and moves to put in something off screen. Her arm moves up and goes to pull something out of her hair and that too, moves off screen. Her black hair lays on her shoulders.
Most of her movements are off screen now. But if the camera were to catch it, she would be moving a lid on top of a box, taking a marker to write on the top, and then sliding it under the bed. It's then the feed cuts off.]
{Obviously off character hiatus here. Rukia does have her LP on her, but depending on who replies, well, you'll probably get a different reaction than what you might be thinking. tl;dr Rukia's turning into her brother. Upholding pride even if the world hates her. Also it means she's going to try and do everything by herself.}