[YGO] One Shot - Always
I hear, a voice say "Don't be so blind"
It's telling me all of these things
That you would probably hide!
Am I your one and only desire?
Am I the reason you breathe,
Or am I the reason you cry?
The reason behind everything that had happened on the Island, the loss that they shared equally, the blunt feeling of rejection and humiliation. It was brutal. Consuming. It had consumed their lives, walking down the streets had a completely different feeling than before...
There was no admiration. There was no respect or people asking for autographs. There was laughter. Taunts of "You were beat by a newbie!"...or worse. The call from Haga's father stating that he was here-by disowned from the family until he proved himself again.
Whatever.
It wasn't important anymore.
I see, the blood all over your hands
Does it make you feel, more like a man?
Was it all, just a part of your plan?
The pistol's shakin' in my hands
And all I hear is the sound!
There was nothing important anymore. Though they continued to move on. Together. Trying to rebuild their lost pride, their lost fame.
I love you.
Sometimes Ryuuzaki felt that their friendship wasn't real.
I hate you.
And sometimes Haga felt like Ryuuzaki wasn't any help... that they should just part ways.
I can't live without you!
And more times than either did they mutually feel that if they didn't have eachother, what else would they have? Yuugi and Jounouchi had taken away everything. From their titles to their happiness. Yes, they still had dueling... but it was no longer the same.
I just can't take anymore, this life of solitude.
The feel of the cards was different, almost mocking their owners with their own weakness... Ryuuzaki with his pure strength lacked strategy, while Haga's intellect filled his weaker insects with strength and tactics...
But seperate they were nothing. Easily taken down. Destroyed. Lost.
I guess I'm out that door...
"Are you sure about this, Haga?"
He only gave a nod. What choice did he have? No home to go back to. He wasn't strong like Ryuuzaki... dueling was all that Haga felt he had.
I pick myself off the floor...
As he boarded the plane he closed his eyes. Last thing on his mind was what Ryuuzaki would do without him. He was equally lost. Equally hurt. He sat beside a window, glancing out the window. He could see Ryuuzaki at another window across the space between them... Hand on the glass as he watched the last of the bags being placed below the plane.
Haga shook his head, moving to look away... but he felt like something was wrong. He felt more alone than before, even more lost. Maybe this wasn't the right choice... but he could already feel the plane beginning to move. Once again he looked out the window, his own hand coming up to press against the glass.
Once he left he would likely never see Ryuuzaki again. Never hear his voice, never feel his hand smacking him upside the back of the head again... never see his face. As he watched the brunette get farther and farther away he actually felt tears burning in the back of his eyes. His friend.
No...
His only friend lived thousands of miles away... He had never thought that leaving would be so painful.
And now I'm done with you.
He would never see him again, but Haga still hoped that Ryuuzaki would know what he was feeling at that moment... Did he feel the same? For once, Haga hoped so.
"...You'll always be my best friend, Ryuuzaki..." The words were whispered softly... "Even if we're worlds apart... I'll remember you."
Always.
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Felt a little depressed today. And started writing. Friend from YIM wasn't feeling very inspired... so this is for you Seme!
>D ENJOY YOUR ANGST. AHAHAAHAHAA.
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