I wish I had more time.
I wish I had more time to draw.
I wish I had more time to read.
I wish I had less homework.
I wish I had more interesting homework.
I wish I had more freedom.
I wish I could eat all I wanted and never get fat.
I wish I could exercise more.
I wish I had my mother's respect, confidence, and trust.
I wish my mother could be less ( Read more... )

You'd never know
You'd never guess,
I live in a dictatorial matriarchal society 
Where the only thing that matters is filial piety,
The ruler always has always something to say
But you can't contradict..no way,
For if you do it'll only be a waterloo
And then you'd want to sue but that just won't do,
So I have to face it face to face
And attack it with ( Read more... )

That's right.  
I had my first taste of lobster in my life. 
Unexpected huh? 
So my mother spontaneously brought me to Red Lobster for lunch today.
We both spent so many minutes to decide what to eat since it had been years since our last and first trip here. 
My second trip to Red Lobster...but my first time eating lobster.
So I first had some New ( Read more... )

I have been frightened of myself and my life lately.
Everything seems to be going out of order.
I think that I have lost my communication skills...maybe not but...
I haven't had the urge like how I used to want to communicate with people.
Lately it has been more of like don't hurt other people's feelings so I will message them back.
When people comment ( Read more... )

It's been almost a week since I made my last post ( Read more... )

I can't believe it! I just can NOT believe it. So I receive an honorable invitation to the national leadership forum of medicine that takes place in summer of 2008. And only less than 1% of the U.S. are nominated. It even says in the letter that the parents should feel honored! But guess what? My just treats this letter as if it were a piece of ( Read more... )

Last night......or more of like 15 minutes before my second alarm went off, I had THE NIGHTMARE of my dreams. So in the beginning, it was a bit of mumbo and jumbo, and then I ended up at "my wedding," all dressed and pretty, and for some reason I thought that I would be marrying someone that I loved and so I was all happy until like 5 minutes ( Read more... )

So yesterday work wasn't as bad as I dreaded that it would be. Business overall was continuous, didn't make my boss mad, made a lot of people smile, quite a few phone calls. But, the most chaotic event was when a customer ordered fried salmon at our place and so I wrote it down, and then took it to the kitchen and told the mexican cooks what I ( Read more... )

Last last night I had two dreams. Two opposing dreams. First one was a nightmare as I was crying when I woke up. The dream included my mother and I and some other random people. For some reason my mother was going to be jailed...and it must have been that she was going to stay in jail for the rest of her life so she passed on some sort of ( Read more... )

Yup! That's me. And that's how I live right now. There have been plans to meet up with old friends and BHS buddies and whatnot, but things aren't going too well. Nobody's called me (VHS) and only Two people contacted me once through internet on their own. As I should have expected, my leave makes no difference. So now I just really miss BHS people ( Read more... )