i guess i deserve that...

[idleluvnsorrow]

well...for the last few days...well..okay..the last week or so, ive been thinking alot about one thing and one thing only. My boyfriend and my relationships from the past. It sux when you realize that the "love you've always wanted" has somehow been infected by the world just like you have. Thats pretty much what's happened to me in a sence. I

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[rc86joey]

I wish I could help more in this situation. But I'd be lying if I didn't say I wanted the chance to be the first to comment on your livejournal. =)

[deafeningwhispr]

I would never ever ever do anything to jeopardize my and your realtionship or your realtaionship with brock. You both are my really really good friends and you know that. Yes, I knew brock before you and me and brock get along really well. Just believe me when I tell you that nothing will happen. I luv yas muchas ... and not just because I have known you for practically ever ... its because I respect you and you are an amazing person.

[anonymous]

hey sam, i know exactly what your going through, it sucks...ALOT. the hard part is maintaining the trust, you'll have all these thoughts consistantly pounding in your head, but you just have to realize that they ARE just thoughts. on hte other hand htere could be somehting going on but you just got believe that nothing will transpire through it all. just remember to keep your bearing and talk things through with the peopel who care about you (especially brock). there's nothing much you can do to stop the thoughts, but just be aware of whats going on and vent when you need to. everything will work out, dont sweat it too much.
adam.

[atlantian87]

Hey Sam