he wont talk to me ( Read more... )

i hate every single thought i just had in the last half an hour
fuck this
what am i doing to myself?
really, that's all i'm wondering
i fucking hate myself
in this exact moment
I FUCKING HATE MYSELF
fuck

i wont ever bother bringing that up to you
because you dont think it's really a "big deal"
right
whatever
okay

i'm so pissed right now
at myself
and everyone else
fuck

last night was perfect

And my friend calls me up
With her heart heavy still
She says, "Andy, the doctors
Prescribed me the pills.
But I know I'm not crazy.
I just lost my will.
So why am I, why am I
Taking them still?"

I need something to believe in
A breath from the breathing
So write it down,
I don't think that I'll close my eyes
'Cause lately I'm not ( Read more... )

i'm such a horrible person ( Read more... )

when they leave, will you hold true to your promise?
i guess we'll just have to wait and see...

this is ME
taking the time for ME
to figure out what I need
what I want
and it's not working out so well for US
because when I do this
I hide
I'M SORRY

2 weeks
maybe less
she's taking him
and moving like 3 hours away
if i were capable of producing tears, i would

we grew apart
but we didnt
because we're still exactly the same
and every single thing between us is amazing yet

get it?

you're waiting
and i love you

you're so cute when you sleep
i want to wake up every morning to see you right next to me
i miss it being like that almost every day
:(

in the last 72 hours i've gotten about 5 hours of sleep
fuck