so the drama that is my life. that supposed crushing inmate got really intense on my ass in a matter of a day. suddenly the comments came at me all at once. overwhelmed is an understatement. his fixation was noticed by staff and his P.O.(& my supervisor right now) came and talked to me about it. there was a concern that i was unaware of his ( Read more... )

ugh. i'm at school. doing resume stuff. motherfucker. i can't do this shit. i'm starting to feel the stress building up. i wanted to start applying for jobs at the beginning of february. i'll be lucky if i have my shit together by the beginning of march. this will fuck me in the end because goverment jobs take about 5 months to get. i'm ( Read more... )

i'm killing time until my tattoo shop is open. lazy sons of bitches not opening until noon. it's a bummer that's it's such a nice day and i have to go into langley but no one is around to make me stay. i miss langley ( Read more... )

so this weekend was decent. friday was fabulous and GB kicked my ass. what could be more glorious than getting to use eugene's thighs/ass/pelvis as a support beam for the entire show? or getting sexy eyes from the creepy child rapist/accordian player? my god liquor is good. needless to say i thought my hands would be bruised the next day. and ( Read more... )

so i thought it would be a good idea to scout out kids from myspace living in eastern europe. i'm all about the networking and contacts. i had no idea there was so many hardcore kids in poland. poland was pretty decent for people. but then it just went downhill. guys living in ukraine and russia are WIERD! they all appear to either be a dud, ( Read more... )

i've realized how ridiculous livejournal is for me. i don't have internet at home, and i'm only at school 2x a week. all week i'll think about posting in here, and then when i get in front of a computer i realize that i don't have time to write here, or i've completely forgotten what i was planning on saying. i usually just have time to read my ( Read more... )

i'm very angry. very very angry. at way too many people. there are just too many useless fucks out there. can't anyone do anything right? apparently not ( Read more... )

boy ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh boy. i'm at school. feeling sleepy. i'll have to fetch an americano shortly. in 90 minutes i have my last final exam!! but it's with tom. i have no idea what, if anything, will happen between the two of us. i'm not too worried though. i just want in and out. i'm feeling very inconvenienced with having to write this ( Read more... )

fuck. i think i may be addicted to caramel americanos. this is the last thing i need ( Read more... )

i'm so angry i could rip someone's fucking head off. i just had a face off with my teacher in front of the entire class. motherfucker. i was so close to stabbing him in the fucking neck. i am so sick of his irrational and inappropriate behaviour and comments. i had to walk out 3/4 of the way through the class. what a piece of shit. and this ( Read more... )