just open your eyes

"Then the days went by and still I didn't say a word. waiting for you to hear the music I'd already heard. I didn't know what to do to try and win your love. So I didn't do anything, I just held on tight to what I was dreaming of."

California is looking very good right about now :(

I need a vacation. Like seriously. Away from life as I know it. A few days ago I was watching Oprah and Elie Wiezel, the author of "Night" was on. They went to Poland and were visiting Auschwitz, the concentration camp. I was sitting there in amazement. Thinking about how unimportant my life has become. What am I doing here? What can I change in ( Read more... )

I'M JUST VENTING....THAT'S WHAT THE CAPS LOCK IS FOR.

I DON'T EVEN WANT TO BE IN LOVE. IT WILL BE TOO MUCH WORK AND EFFORT.

God damnit.....she is wrong for you. Can't you see that. It should be me.

I suppose it's better this way

Can't wait for LBI....I need a vacation like whoa. Megs, Pat, Kik, Katie (well hopefully it will overlap) and Miss Maria who I haven't seen. It is going to be amazing.

You have no idea what the past couple of weeks have been for me. Well, unless you are KD or KG and chased me around Citizen's Bank Park last Wednesday. (I LOVE YOU BY THE WAY)

Back to work tonight. At least it was with Katie and she filled me in on the rest of the cast party. Good heavens I love her and Kristine. Good times with Circle of Trust in the quick change, our own private dressing room that everyone came in. Cast party was alright. I was kinda cranky and not really into it so I left fairly early (early being ( Read more... )

So Jen finally got to work and we had some delicious eats including fries with mozzarella cheese. Yum ( Read more... )

Back to work today....all day....by myself. But I shouldn't really complain. Casey works almost everyday by herself. We switched because I have rehearsal all day tomorrow for "Mattress". Speaking of "Mattress" come and see it. Everyone is doing a great job, and I'm not completely bullshitting, and we would really appreciate the support ( Read more... )

So the Ritz God has struck or something like that. They have taken away our precious myspace. Now I'm not saying that we really should be on myspace, however, I was never sitting at my desk with a pile of work, and chillaxin on myspace. But....Casey and I will overcome....so here we are, back to our trusty friend Live Journal. You, who I cradled in ( Read more... )

do you ever just feel bad....hoping that someone, somewhere will just ask you what they can do to help? What they can do for you?:-\

thanks for nothing