......i just

if i confessed my love for you
would you laugh in my face
or leave me to wonder

o but i seen you
you make me crazy
not known correctly
what a very scary girl your are
standing there with a crowbar
then she sets to destroying everything
thats hot
i have to duck then back out of the room
the pulse of music
a new number to call
whys this only happen when im drunk

in forest
hold my hand
at the docks
there you sit

the rain it starts
the lightning flash
a brush of your lips
across my cheek
i hold you there
where none can speak

just your whisper
the wind it breaks
the rain subsides
and im left again
hollow inside

dam trash funk ass idiots
.....could be worse i guess
need to smoke
stupid thing
i am left dry inside
devoid.....of.. things
but i have all kinds of things
a kiss for an idiot would be nice
but then that may be
the only kind of thing i want.....
funny how things go

the way you bite your hand when i slide in
only further
a spinning wreck
a bottle of rum
a rusted knife
still no gun
the way you look as i push faster
you tilt your head back
only further
in the night
thru the streets
in the dark
thats where we meet
the noise you make
only further

how unnatural it seems now....
but who knows
i think its tomuch good luck..
hmmmmm.......
have to find out tho

as the candle dies
i watch as you fade away
i feel your hands
then my sight comes back
the smell of your hair
3:30 comes time to go
but still i lay here
as time flows by
the sound of your breathing
the coolness of your touch
as i play with your hair
time keeps flowing
but you cant keep me
so in the dark
i fade away

well i can use a good flogging...
or maybe an a good....beating?
hmm....flogging sounds good tho
will anyone whip me please....
or do i have to do it my self

looks like i can set aside my paranoia again ( Read more... )