i hate myself

[idoliized]

i'm sitting home devoting myself to my fuckin journal and i wanna fuckin make something of myself. i'm here listening to neil's song which he recorded and i just wanna cry. ok now i am crying. i'm so damn proud of him no one knows. but at the same time i WISH i could be doing what he is, instead of sitting at home like la la la la. ugh this is so

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[loofi]

Of course you'll make it Nilsa, but you have to believe in yourself. The moment you stop believing in yourself, it's all over.

[idoliized]

ok listen and listen good DAMN IT...

i luff you!

[loofi]

Awww, well I loof you!
And I used the armhairs just for you too.
That rhymed (;