This is officially the worst day ever.
First off, I come to school and Andrew isn't there :( I couldn't ask him to the dance. But I have plenty of time so it's all cool I guess.
Then, we have to evacuate the building cause the fucking school's on fire. And I'm NOT kidding. The fire department came three fucking times for a fire in the gym/girl's locker room. So we were out there for a long time, skipping the whole of first period and the fuckers send us back inside when there's still smoke coming out the building! I swear, they're nuts. And they were confiscated cell phones left and right. We have a right to call our fucking parents. I was scared out of my fucking wits!
And then they send us back into school, and had an almost normal day. It sucked ass cause I was panicking all over the place cause I'm scared to death of fire. Even the candles on a birthday cake will give me a fright.
And since Andrew wasn't there today I had to jsut... bear it while not having anything nice to look at lol.
OH! And for lunch they had those yummy subs again! they are so good :D they have turkey, ham, lettuce, tomato, cheese, and a sesame seed bun XD I LOVE them. And luckily, nobody else does, so I can be guaranteed one there for me!
And I had... Chocolate pudding, whih was warm :p bleck. And chocolate milk, yummy and.... fries. I think that's it lol. It was good.
And the rest of the day was frighteningly boring. And on the bus ride home I swear to god I was getting the hugest migraine cause the crazy people in the back kept YELLING!!! I sleep on the bus going home, so that didn't really... work. I was a bit pissed. Plus, they wouldn't fricking stop. they were even beating on the windows, one girl cracked one >.<
Well, I came home and tried to work the computer but the modum was messed up and the only person that can fix it is my dad. Well, he's not my fucking dad anymore. Anyway, he came home and I asked him to help me with it and then he's all yelling and cursing, spitting everywhere, and so I yell back. I'm sick of him fucking yelling and cursing all the time! It's ridiculous! And so he pushes me out of the chair to the floor, throws all my stuff I was doing off the computer desk. And he tries to make me leave but there's no reason to and he keeps saying that it's my fault the computer was messed up when I just got there and it was already like that. So he tried to make me move, but I didn't so the he grabs my arm and throws me off. Then he bends over and goes digging behind the computer or something and I go and kick him right up the ass. He sure as hell deserves it after all that he's done to tear our family apart. and then he chases after me and kicks me in the leg and now it hurts REALLY bad. Mom won't let him near me now. I flat out told him he's not my father anymore. And he said he doesn't even want to be my father. It's cruel, I know, and it hurts.
Blah... I don't know. My parents were talking and the said something that I did not know. I knew I was already medically diagnosed with Anxiety and OCD, but they also said I was diagnosed with depression. I did not know that lol. But really I didn't. It's weird... I'm a EMO!!!!! Heh. Emo on this inside, jsut as I always said lol.
And now we're waiting for dinner. I don't know where mother went... I think she went to the store but I'm not sure. I think she did. Oh no, she's home. Neverminds.
Well... I don't know. Well all I do know is that I'm in love with Steph, like yet another guy at school, Hursh Sereka, and.... Am so extremly tired. It's only 7:00 pm right now and I'm about to drop dead.