Seven [1/7]
Title: Seven [1/7]
Author: idontgiveafaux
Rating: R
Word Count: 222
Summary: After the world Draco once knew comes to a crashing halt he and Harry are left to fend for themselves in Muggle London. What forced them together in the first place is very quickly about to become the thing that will ultimately destroy them both.
Warnings: Hard drug use, language, violence, scenes of a sexual nature
Notes: Originally written pre-HBP [slightly reworked]
This chapter expands over:
July 16th
Addiction.
A compulsive physiological and psychological need for a habit-forming substance.
Sounds rigid, doesn’t it? But until you’ve been through one, you’ll never know what it’s like.
You’ll never know what it’s like to make empty promises to someone for one more shot.
You’ll never know what it’s like to crave something so much you’d sell your soul for one final line.
You’ll never know what it’s like to be captured in a wave of depression before a single pill lifts your sprits up again.
You’ll never know what it’s like to be so enraged that your addiction could be taken from you that you’d hurt the single person who ever loved you in your entire life. I do anything to feed my habit. And I mean, anything.
I killed my lover over an addiction. An addiction that took over my entire body. An addiction that dragged me through hell, chewed me up and spat me back out again leaving me as a useless, lifeless cheap imitation of the man I once was.
My days are numbered. I know it’s going to kill me. I have trouble breathing and I’ve forgotten who I am. I haven’t eaten in four days. I have my dead boyfriend lying in a heap downstairs and I don’t care.
All I care about now is the addiction.
Next: Chapter Two
Author: idontgiveafaux
Rating: R
Word Count: 222
Summary: After the world Draco once knew comes to a crashing halt he and Harry are left to fend for themselves in Muggle London. What forced them together in the first place is very quickly about to become the thing that will ultimately destroy them both.
Warnings: Hard drug use, language, violence, scenes of a sexual nature
Notes: Originally written pre-HBP [slightly reworked]
This chapter expands over:
July 16th
Addiction.
A compulsive physiological and psychological need for a habit-forming substance.
Sounds rigid, doesn’t it? But until you’ve been through one, you’ll never know what it’s like.
You’ll never know what it’s like to make empty promises to someone for one more shot.
You’ll never know what it’s like to crave something so much you’d sell your soul for one final line.
You’ll never know what it’s like to be captured in a wave of depression before a single pill lifts your sprits up again.
You’ll never know what it’s like to be so enraged that your addiction could be taken from you that you’d hurt the single person who ever loved you in your entire life. I do anything to feed my habit. And I mean, anything.
I killed my lover over an addiction. An addiction that took over my entire body. An addiction that dragged me through hell, chewed me up and spat me back out again leaving me as a useless, lifeless cheap imitation of the man I once was.
My days are numbered. I know it’s going to kill me. I have trouble breathing and I’ve forgotten who I am. I haven’t eaten in four days. I have my dead boyfriend lying in a heap downstairs and I don’t care.
All I care about now is the addiction.
Next: Chapter Two