Hey all i know its been awhile but been busy or just to lazy to update. Anyways Ive been workin a shit load. I got a new car since i wrote in here. But hopefully have a truck by next dec. I wanna get a toyota ranger. It has the little back seat and small cab but i like it i saw one the other day their real nice. Anyways todays ite, im goin to ( Read more... )

Well after all this time yes i am finally updating. yayy! not! Well it hasnt been to pleasant here. Ive been so busy. My rabbit died sat sept. 11th 2004 names Vinny. Im so upset over that i cant leave it alone. It hurts so damn much! i dont want to be put through any of that again but i know i will sometime. i have 3 more rabbits and 3 cats. I am ( Read more... )

Well dont want many to read this but anyways its ok. Well its just me sayin some crap. My dad got layed off and now we r not doin alot of shit. I got my own job which i started to work at staples in wallingford. Been tryin to reach nikki all afternoon and cant. Damn it! So many things im worried about right now and i dont get it ( Read more... )

Personality Disorder Test Results Paranoid |||||||||||||| 54% Schizoid |||||||||||||||| 70% Schizotypal |||||||||||||||| 62% Antisocial |||||||||||| 46% Borderline |||||||||||||||| 70% Histrionic |||||||||||| 46% Narcissistic |||||| 30% Avoidant |||||||||||| 46% Dependent |||||||||||| 46% Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||| ( Read more... )

i dont have anything to interesting. just am little mad and fustrated. cant do details. knowone knows why. except maybe one person. But they only know the half of it. Well anyways i gotta party to go to this sat. Then sun goin to grandparents. Well anyways 2 weeks till i go to washington state. Yay! i get to see my uncle for the first time in about ( Read more... )

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Well well well i went to play FUCKIN Paint Ball wit SHINEDOWN ON SAT. The 5th of June. I got to have convos with them and get autographs and shit it was so awsome. If i can relive that again i would. It was soooo cool, mite i add the best day of my life. I got an autograph for my friend Marissa too and shes happy as pig and shit. Origionally i was ( Read more... )

Hey to anyone who cares. Im prob gonna stop talkin to everyone except 3 people. They'll know who they r. Well it seems im being ignored. Someone came back to someone elses life and now im being ignored and i seem like they dont care anymore. Dont get me wrong i like the other person but its just the fact that im being ignored. Well the people who ( Read more... )

Hey to whoever this may concern, Well rite now im upset and stressed and i cant tell anyone y. Its confusing the hell out of me. Idk what to say anymore. I talk to people should i even bother? I dont know how to act infront of jen anymore. Im still very depressed and i dont want her to know. I cant show it. Well gonna go do something.
~me~

Hey everyone its an alright day so far. Me and jen are talking again. I dont wanna go to english and ya, well gonna go.