Why do I even try anymore? When all that ends up happening is I get hurt. Why can't I just accept reality and be ok with the fact that he doesn't love me anymore and never will. Why can't I just move on with my life and forget about the feelings that still linger. Why the hell did I even date Ryan? Why couldn't I see that he was just using me? Why ( Read more... )

If you miss someone more than you can say, put this in your journal.

Well I figured since I haven't updated in a few months I should probably stop being lazy and update. I haven't really done too much this summer, although I did go to Canada in July. I pretty much have just worked alot and now that seems to be all I do. But I got a new car so I have to work now. It's really nice and I like it alot. It's a 2001 ( Read more... )

no more school ever again, wow, that seems kinda weird. thirteen long years in this building and after friday i'm never coming back. that's kind of scary but then again i'm glad because no more homework that i have to put off doing until the night before and then stay up all night doing it. we got senior campout tomorrow and then graduation friday ( Read more... )

Only three more days of this hell-hole they call school! But it's going to be full of cramming to get all my work in, but hey, at least i'm passing. Oh and I passed my EMT wriiten exam so now I get to take the practical part of it next week and then hopefully I will pass that and get my license. Um, nothing else really going on. I have Graduation ( Read more... )

So I found out the other day that I am now passing Senior Studies, which means I am going to graduate!! Oh and my open house is June 5th from 2 till who knows when, and everybody is more than welcome. It'll be alot of fun I guarentee! Well that's about it besides I just licked over 80 freakin' envelopes! Ahh I got so many papercuts and they hurt. ( Read more... )

I'M GOIN TO THE ZOO!! I'M GOIN TO THE ZOO!! I'M GOIN TO THE ZOO!! I'M GOIN TO THE ZOO!! I'M GOIN TO THE ZOO!! I'M GOIN TO THE ZOO!! I'M GOIN TO THE ZOO!I'M GOIN TO THE ZOO!! I'M GOIN TO THE ZOO ( Read more... )

Ahh! what is the point in this dumb shit anyway? We just spent 2 1/2 hours doing some stupid listening skills thing here at vo-tech. It was a big waste of time. Oh well cant do nothing about it. Hopefully today i can find a dress cuz it's coming down to crunch time!! Oh well I gotta go now. BYE BYE

This is a waste of my time! I've been sitting here in the computer lab at vo-tech waiting for the dumb teacher person to come over and proof my cover letter for like 20 minutes. AHH!! I really don't want to be here. Oh well not much i can do. and then i finally remembered my video camera and then the battery died. oh well, i guess i better get ( Read more... )