Hey, it's been a while, eh? My last post was a sad pitiful little thing. Things have perked up. Time has past. It's summer know and I'm perfectly content. Most of my days consist of unconciousness, food intake and a myriad of thoughts. I've been hanging out with my cousins, Victor and Elizabeth, a lot this summer. For July 4th, his friends ( Read more... )

I'm slowly sinking into a pit of depression. I'm just so lonely. I need someone to pull me out. I need someone to love. God, I'm such a loser.

I feel pretty shitty. I'm all lethargic and lonely. Things have been real crappy, lately. Brian and Vicki broke up, last week. On Friday at her house, she started crying after he gave her back her stuff. It broke my heart. I never want to see her cry again. She is such a sweet girl. She doesn't deserve a reason to cry, ever. I guess that's ( Read more... )

Hmm, it has been a while, eh? Things have been all right. Though, I've been getting in many scuffles with a few of my friends, lately. Lauren, Linda, Susan, it seems like I've been alienating everyone.>
There was a party at Lauren's house, yesterday. It was pretty fun. I got steaming mad at both Lauren and Linda, but we ended up leaving on good ( Read more... )

I had a busy night, lastnight. I had to complete my Chemistry binder for the midquarter grade, today. Man, Boyle's Law is easy, but what a pain in the ass. I've been feelings pretty good, lately. I'm happy overall. Today, after school, we're having our first band practice at Lauren's new house. Hopefully, Greg comes. He said he might not ( Read more... )

I went to my first hardcore show, last night! The opening acts were Most Prescious Blood and Biohazard. The headliner was Hatebreed. The club (Avalon in Boston) was full of energy and everyone was having fun. Biohazard is tops! I loved their performance! One of the guitarists came out into the crowd with us holding him above us. He played while ( Read more... )

I can't sleep. I'm rediculously tired, but I just can't fall asleep. I'm hurting all over. My legs are sore, my head is aching. I feel like mounds of crap. I went to Lauren's party, yesterday. There was Americanized Chinese food, a sexy cake, and ice cream to top it all off. Lauren didn't seem like she had the greatest time and someone fell ( Read more... )

Tonight was good. I went to the Millitary Ball. I ate, I mingled, I danced a bit. Overall, it was a fun night. But, again, I have that nagging feeling in the back of my mind. "You're alone. You're alone!" At the end of the night, it would be nice to have someone to dance that last dance with. Someone to kiss. Someone to hug. Someone to ( Read more... )

I got back the scores of most of my midterm exams, today. I'm pretty happy with myself, overall. Though, I think I might be getting a C in Chemistry. That will ruin my current honor roll streak. Hopefully, I'll have enough to push me into a B-. Anyway, here are the results ( Read more... )

I have been taking midterm exams this whole week. All of them were rather easy. I was worried about the World History II exam that I took today, but I just blew right through that. It was easy. I had band practice, today. I wasn't very good. We made zero progress because we kept getting off track. I should have gone ice skating like I had ( Read more... )